Ptsd

#X.
#X. Posts: 142
edited November 2007 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
I've entered a period when
I feel so fucking blue.
Work dries me,
memories aren't kind to me.
The bad ones have been triggered
in a single second, that last
as I paddle backward in my chair.

I lie in bed, tissues near,
memories become pictures
color's vivid, and not willing to leave.
I spent a lot of money on therapy
to take the bad days away,
and de-sensitize the footsteps ahead.

Late at night, my eyes open
white and bright. I focus and
concentrate trying not to replay
my abundance of fear. Afraid to
tell my story to the ones I hold dear.

The lines on my face, the spasms
in my fingers, they are symptons'
of tucking memories far away.
I just hope with time, that the damage
from my yesterdays become
obsurred and in memory
the edges are dull in color,
and in guilt. #X.
"The Poet is a madman lost in adventure."
-Paul Verlaine-

"With me poetry has not been a purpose, but a passion."
-Edgar Poe-
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  • reeferchief
    reeferchief Posts: 3,569
    #X. wrote:
    I've entered a period when
    I feel so fucking blue.
    Work dries me,
    memories aren't kind to me.
    The bad ones have been triggered
    in a single second, that last
    as I paddle backward in my chair.

    I lie in bed, tissues near,
    memories become pictures
    color's vivid, and not willing to leave.
    I spent a lot of money on therapy
    to take the bad days away,
    and de-sensitize the footsteps ahead.

    Late at night, my eyes open
    white and bright. I focus and
    concentrate trying not to replay
    my abundance of fear. Afraid to
    tell my story to the ones I hold dear.

    The lines on my face, the spasms
    in my fingers, they are symptons'
    of tucking memories far away.
    I just hope with time, that the damage
    from my yesterdays become
    obsurred and in memory
    the edges are dull in color,
    and in guilt. #X.

    Awesome stuff, I'm feeling that man, was that missing a C in the last verse and Obscurred?
    Good stuff.:)
    Can not be arsed with life no more.
  • #X.
    #X. Posts: 142
    reeferchief wrote:
    Awesome stuff, I'm feeling that man, was that missing a C in the last verse and Obscurred?
    Good stuff.:)

    Mostly a "C". Looked it up in the dictionary, there is no word close to obsurred. #X.
    "The Poet is a madman lost in adventure."
    -Paul Verlaine-

    "With me poetry has not been a purpose, but a passion."
    -Edgar Poe-
  • chadwick
    chadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    very good
    sad tho
    life life life
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."
    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
  • Jeanie
    Jeanie Posts: 9,446
    I love your stuff #x. Thanks for this one. :)
    NOPE!!!

    *~You're IT Bert!~*

    Hold on to the thread
    The currents will shift
  • #X.
    #X. Posts: 142
    Jeanie wrote:
    I love your stuff #x. Thanks for this one. :)
    Thank you, Jeanie. I always enjoy hearing from you. #X.
    "The Poet is a madman lost in adventure."
    -Paul Verlaine-

    "With me poetry has not been a purpose, but a passion."
    -Edgar Poe-
  • Jeanie
    Jeanie Posts: 9,446
    #X. wrote:
    Thank you, Jeanie. I always enjoy hearing from you. #X.

    :) Looks like we've got ourselves a mutual admiration society then! ;)

    And you are most welcome btw. :)
    NOPE!!!

    *~You're IT Bert!~*

    Hold on to the thread
    The currents will shift

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