forever in this
yellowbird
Posts: 184
it's hard everyday just to be thankful
mixed messages and dark thoughts just keep creeping in
been two years and i'm still holding on
to what exactly i don't know
when i'm busy i'm okay, my thoughts don't wander
it's the inbetween time that i can't control
preoccupied
distracted
i'll never be the same
and you knew that and i know it now
i'm fucked
forever in this
but that's okay
as long as you are there
in the end
mixed messages and dark thoughts just keep creeping in
been two years and i'm still holding on
to what exactly i don't know
when i'm busy i'm okay, my thoughts don't wander
it's the inbetween time that i can't control
preoccupied
distracted
i'll never be the same
and you knew that and i know it now
i'm fucked
forever in this
but that's okay
as long as you are there
in the end
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