empty.

Johnny_N

The pain is taking over
like a rusty nail in my veins
wait for you I forever will
there is no one else...
In his warming arms you lie
telling me, you miss my eyes
how that makes me feel
I wish I knew, maybe I never will
When the sun sets tonight
i'll miss your smile and your light
Strangely this is where I want to be
No matter the pain and how deep it is
My heart shatters when I see you
breathing heavily on his chest
Why oh why can't that be me
I'm afraid I may cease to be.

Johnny_N

The sun has set
light gone..swept..
another light up there
wish you were here

Johnny_N

darkness falls, .my breath...gone
make it stop, I cry...
it will be alright, they say
I think not, my wave...

heavy this burden is
nothing that helps, except your kiss
you're holding back, i can tell
I'll spend another day in hell

Johnny_N

a rose dies in me...clouds are born
a strange color blue.. not your eyes
go home with him...no lies...
again...my heart gone...I'm torn..

Johnny_N

I don't deserve this, neither do you
but still no regret, this pain, is not for you
can't help it, can't make it stop..
I live with this pain, never go away.
you are my lily of life
pure as tears, white as snow
you're the grass i stumble on
the blue sky I fly in
the white clouds I rest on
the ghosts in my dreams
the emptiness in my being.

Buru

Johnny_N wrote:

The pain is taking over
like a rusty nail in my veins
wait for you I forever will
there is no one else...
In his warming arms you lie
telling me, you miss my eyes
how that makes me feel
I wish I knew, maybe I never will
When the sun sets tonight
i'll miss your smile and your light
Strangely this is where I want to be
No matter the pain and how deep it is
My heart shatters when I see you
breathing heavily on his chest
Why oh why can't that be me
I'm afraid I may cease to be.

We are strange creatures.
I'm sorry you're so torn man.

Johnny_N

Indeed we are..strange creatures..
Thanks