Sleep.
chadwick
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Being drug down across the ground is something that does not feel so good.
Screaming does not help but it would somewhat feels better than this silence.
Just let me be, let me rest.
I am so tired of it all falling apart on the inside of me.
It is like I am the uphill battle in and of itself.
Oh but I can pretend I am strong; but in fact I am fragile like fine etched china sitting on the shelf.
I have nowhere to go, nowhere to be, nowhere to breathe my own.
My own is not now.
But just maybe somehow tomorrow may change for the good within, for the better within.
For the better without cannot be more untrue.
Ground level low level my skin crawls within.
For me going upwards is going so slow.
Just so damn tired of it all.
Screaming does not help but it would somewhat feels better than this silence.
Just let me be, let me rest.
I am so tired of it all falling apart on the inside of me.
It is like I am the uphill battle in and of itself.
Oh but I can pretend I am strong; but in fact I am fragile like fine etched china sitting on the shelf.
I have nowhere to go, nowhere to be, nowhere to breathe my own.
My own is not now.
But just maybe somehow tomorrow may change for the good within, for the better within.
For the better without cannot be more untrue.
Ground level low level my skin crawls within.
For me going upwards is going so slow.
Just so damn tired of it all.
for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
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"What a stupid lamb."
"What a sick, masochistic lion."
thanks Pam.
i am just a mess sometimes, an idiot.
sometimes i feel i have to run from myself to save me from who i am.
feel
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
hugs to hart...
eddie says "release"
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
A magic beyond my powers to conjure.