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Not long now...

PerceptualPerceptual Posts: 200
edited January 2007 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
I'm ready for the kill, always have been. After so many years of my head talking within itself I'm finally giving in... this insecurity is fucked, I can't handle it any longer. How could I hope to be normal when my entire thought process is so contradictory? Loneliness feels so good, but I don't want it for me... what the fuck is wrong with me?

nothing anymore, 'cos I'm going away, far away, to somewhere far from every single person I've ever met. They don't want me around anyway.

So, to all those I might have called friends, had I known you, I say goodbye.

Goodbye.
"this one, anytime I say love if you wanna say love, uh, say it, and if you say it you might as well say it loud, and if you don't feel like sayin' it, don't say it, but if you feel it, certainly say it..."

NOTE: Everything I write in the P,P&M section are intended to be songs, not poetry.
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  • gus stillsgus stills Posts: 367
    That's pretty heavy. I say throw on some Pearl Jam and read a good book. And post some more songs, I like em. JW
  • LizardLizard So Cal Posts: 12,091
    Perceptual.....are you okay??? I hope you are. I hope you can talk to someone. Please get help if you need it.

    Hugs.
    So I'll just lie down and wait for the dream
    Where I'm not ugly and you're lookin' at me
  • moreandmoremoreandmore Posts: 164
    Perceptual wrote:
    I'm ready for the kill, always have been. After so many years of my head talking within itself I'm finally giving in... this insecurity is fucked, I can't handle it any longer. How could I hope to be normal when my entire thought process is so contradictory? Loneliness feels so good, but I don't want it for me... what the fuck is wrong with me?

    nothing anymore, 'cos I'm going away, far away, to somewhere far from every single person I've ever met. They don't want me around anyway.

    So, to all those I might have called friends, had I known you, I say goodbye.

    Goodbye.


    Sounds like you're up for some serious CREATION, yo. You're absolutely right... your thought processes are contradictory to what you want. You THINK "I ain't got.", and then turn around and say "I want" And, you'll never get what you want unless you create it. It's a really long story, but it sounds like you got time.

    If you want to be happy. If you want to really create a life you like, rather than this creation of the state of "wanting"...

    Go read Converstations with God. Then read The Four Agreements. Then read The beginner's guide to Creation by Ramtha.

    I mean to tell you, these ideas will shape your world in ways you only now dream about.

    Much Luck, and forever no goodbyes...

    ~More
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