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puddle in a muddle
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Please stop the car,… I wanna get out
Don’t wanna go down this road again
Back to where the day begins
It means tomorrow will be like today
And the repetition is here to stay
I swear I took my life for granted
Just like I Am taking you for granted now
Don’t want you to leave me
But I want to leave you
Supposed I stayed
Came back with you again anyway
My life was so unwavering
Now I have fallen through the floor
I am bleeding
But I just can’t work out
Which is the worst wound
There is too much blood to see
Please stop the car,… I wanna get out
Don’t wanna go down this road again
I’ll take my own wondering path
And if I come to the hospital
Just a little too late
Don’t cry for me.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Alone,… Always,… wishing I,… was with her
My wife,… so volatile,…. But still soft at the core
A mother,… my lover,… I tried to understand,… tried to hard
To make her love me,… she fled. First inside her head
Then into another mans arm,… so painful to me,…
Deny my part.
Don’t name it a friendship,… dub it the failure of me,… memories they remind me
Don’t name it a friendship,… the change to painful for me
Don’t call me a friend,… the word does not fit with me
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People see me on the outside,… see this shell of me
They glorify me,…
Fucked up,… but that’s okay mate
Cause it’s the modern world you live in
And it ain’t anything my co-worker ain’t gone through
Feel so angry,… feel so ashamed,…. Feel like I don’t fit in anywhere
It’s part of being human, kindred to being young in 21st century
Targeted and pressured,… show my usefulness to all
Well I feel useless today,…
Just a symptom they say of post millennium existence
Just give me the cure,….
Don’t glorify me.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
I see a young boy - - - - - - on the streets
Drinking from - - - - - - a bottle of wine
He swallows his poison - - - - - - as he leads his young
Sister - - - - - - across the road
Picks up a fag butt - - - - - - and takes a pull
They are hand in hand - - - - - - but I don’t know where
they are going - - - - - - don’t know where
they will end up
who led him - - - - - - to lead her
why are they together
don’t think they will glide on
like in an Edith Blitum story of old
think they’ll part
be dragged apart
where is mum - - - - - - where is dad
where is the shop keeper
that sold the booze
who led us - - - - - - to this situation
where are they?
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
I liked the thought of it
When I was walking away
Took an opportunity
For freedom
An opportunity
For growth
But the grass
I liked the thought of it
Empty evenings
Took an opportunity
That turned out to be boredom
Took an opportunity
That led to depression
Won the lottery
The day I found you cheating
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
I have anger,… I have Sadness,… wanting
To burst,… from inside of me,…
Want to make a difference,…
Return in a different light,…
It’s sunny outside,… feel like going to play
Swallow my medicine,…
Smile for my parents
Follow protocol to deceive
Then I can be free
No-one reaches in me
No matter how hard they try
Jump aboard my boat
If you wanna come for a ride
I like to terrify,… that much you know
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Dizzy from spinning,… rolled over,… I am dazed
Neon lights,… flat screen TV’s
What ever the bullshit,… it seems the same to me
Arc
Force it in me,… the pressure building,… this is not
WHO I WANT TO BE
Spin me round,… disorientate me,… job done
I’ll buy a big mac now
It’s a hopeless,… situation,… the fight
It’s all been blinded out of me.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Have you seen the graffiti drawn rats
That have started to adorn some outside walls
A social comment about the subservient worker
And an anagram for Art
It predicts a rise by the underclass
A storm, and a taking of the power back
But the artist has forgot to draw,…
Fat rats to large to get out of bed
Lone parent rats with no time to do her hair
Immigrant rats who ever work or starve
Rats coked out of their faces
And rats who steal from others
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Took a walk in the sun today but felt rainy inside
Was basking in warm weather but still cold inside
Made me realise I’m not about to change
Or make a giant leap forward
Visions of beauty
Wishes never to become true
Battle it river
just to be washed down again
still swallowing
passion engaged
turns to hopelessness quick
Don’t wanna go down this road again
Back to where the day begins
It means tomorrow will be like today
And the repetition is here to stay
I swear I took my life for granted
Just like I Am taking you for granted now
Don’t want you to leave me
But I want to leave you
Supposed I stayed
Came back with you again anyway
My life was so unwavering
Now I have fallen through the floor
I am bleeding
But I just can’t work out
Which is the worst wound
There is too much blood to see
Please stop the car,… I wanna get out
Don’t wanna go down this road again
I’ll take my own wondering path
And if I come to the hospital
Just a little too late
Don’t cry for me.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Alone,… Always,… wishing I,… was with her
My wife,… so volatile,…. But still soft at the core
A mother,… my lover,… I tried to understand,… tried to hard
To make her love me,… she fled. First inside her head
Then into another mans arm,… so painful to me,…
Deny my part.
Don’t name it a friendship,… dub it the failure of me,… memories they remind me
Don’t name it a friendship,… the change to painful for me
Don’t call me a friend,… the word does not fit with me
_
__
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
People see me on the outside,… see this shell of me
They glorify me,…
Fucked up,… but that’s okay mate
Cause it’s the modern world you live in
And it ain’t anything my co-worker ain’t gone through
Feel so angry,… feel so ashamed,…. Feel like I don’t fit in anywhere
It’s part of being human, kindred to being young in 21st century
Targeted and pressured,… show my usefulness to all
Well I feel useless today,…
Just a symptom they say of post millennium existence
Just give me the cure,….
Don’t glorify me.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
I see a young boy - - - - - - on the streets
Drinking from - - - - - - a bottle of wine
He swallows his poison - - - - - - as he leads his young
Sister - - - - - - across the road
Picks up a fag butt - - - - - - and takes a pull
They are hand in hand - - - - - - but I don’t know where
they are going - - - - - - don’t know where
they will end up
who led him - - - - - - to lead her
why are they together
don’t think they will glide on
like in an Edith Blitum story of old
think they’ll part
be dragged apart
where is mum - - - - - - where is dad
where is the shop keeper
that sold the booze
who led us - - - - - - to this situation
where are they?
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
I liked the thought of it
When I was walking away
Took an opportunity
For freedom
An opportunity
For growth
But the grass
I liked the thought of it
Empty evenings
Took an opportunity
That turned out to be boredom
Took an opportunity
That led to depression
Won the lottery
The day I found you cheating
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
I have anger,… I have Sadness,… wanting
To burst,… from inside of me,…
Want to make a difference,…
Return in a different light,…
It’s sunny outside,… feel like going to play
Swallow my medicine,…
Smile for my parents
Follow protocol to deceive
Then I can be free
No-one reaches in me
No matter how hard they try
Jump aboard my boat
If you wanna come for a ride
I like to terrify,… that much you know
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Dizzy from spinning,… rolled over,… I am dazed
Neon lights,… flat screen TV’s
What ever the bullshit,… it seems the same to me
Arc
Force it in me,… the pressure building,… this is not
WHO I WANT TO BE
Spin me round,… disorientate me,… job done
I’ll buy a big mac now
It’s a hopeless,… situation,… the fight
It’s all been blinded out of me.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Have you seen the graffiti drawn rats
That have started to adorn some outside walls
A social comment about the subservient worker
And an anagram for Art
It predicts a rise by the underclass
A storm, and a taking of the power back
But the artist has forgot to draw,…
Fat rats to large to get out of bed
Lone parent rats with no time to do her hair
Immigrant rats who ever work or starve
Rats coked out of their faces
And rats who steal from others
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Took a walk in the sun today but felt rainy inside
Was basking in warm weather but still cold inside
Made me realise I’m not about to change
Or make a giant leap forward
Visions of beauty
Wishes never to become true
Battle it river
just to be washed down again
still swallowing
passion engaged
turns to hopelessness quick
used to be coded,
cause i got branded,
don't give two shits about labels,....
let me lay myself bare to you
oh by the way i'm off to fuckin paRIS!
cause i got branded,
don't give two shits about labels,....
let me lay myself bare to you
oh by the way i'm off to fuckin paRIS!
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They were all good but, this one really hit me. I could feel the pain and sadness. Very good job!