accidental meltdown
CHANGEinWAVES
Posts: 10,169
When next year rolls around
Where will I find myself
Who will be here
Asking these questions
Puts pressure on my future
And emptiness in my past
If today is a test
Do I pass for showing up
Or will a gold star suffice
Positive thoughts take work to create
Negativity comes so easily
And numbness resonates throughout
Expectations are high
But reality is known
The surprise is the disappointment
Untouched for days
And unwanted for months
Puts an aching on the soul
When will be my time
Will the clock tick for me
Does the calendar read my name
How do I break free
From all I know that is me
Can I only be happy when changed
Will no one accept who I am
I’ve never wanted to change
Now I think it’s inevitable so not to be alone
Where will I find myself
Who will be here
Asking these questions
Puts pressure on my future
And emptiness in my past
If today is a test
Do I pass for showing up
Or will a gold star suffice
Positive thoughts take work to create
Negativity comes so easily
And numbness resonates throughout
Expectations are high
But reality is known
The surprise is the disappointment
Untouched for days
And unwanted for months
Puts an aching on the soul
When will be my time
Will the clock tick for me
Does the calendar read my name
How do I break free
From all I know that is me
Can I only be happy when changed
Will no one accept who I am
I’ve never wanted to change
Now I think it’s inevitable so not to be alone
"I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
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