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CHANGEinWAVES

Expired milk curdled
empty gas tank preventing
Avoiding the issues
Procrastinating on everything
Watching the clock
But… nothing’s changed

Therapist’s office
Running the light
Late for the morning
Caffeine induced day
Mind swimming with thoughts
But… nothing seems right

House is empty
I am alone
Thoughts for tomorrow’s wishes
Celebrations on hold
What it could have been
But… I am alone

Driving the distance
Listening to voices
Having the hope
Knowing the truth
Sun rises slowly
But… I’m still awake

Distress upon me
Growing older by the minute
Opportunity being passed up
Fortunes untold
Breaths left untaken
But… avoidance is everything