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endless rant screaming from my soul

CHANGEinWAVESCHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
edited August 2008 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
If I knew your drugs
I would of known you
If I knew your lies
I could of escaped on my own
Was any of our life real
Four years is so long
Ten years in all
But I can remember happy times
Were they happy
Were they lies
What was our life
Was it just a drugged up view
And mystery of fog and pills
You don’t remember things
You thought I needed everything
All I needed was you
I guess I wasn’t enough
It was you who wanted it all
You who hid it all
How did I marry a lie
I was lying to myself
That’s the honest truth
"I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
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  • catefrancescatefrances Posts: 29,003
    hoping is not lying. love is not lying. watching someone drugfucked is not fun. feeling yourself die a little each day as they slowly fuck themselves over, or even kill themselves, is not fun. but then again... its not suppose to be. it sux though, plain and simple. :(
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • CHANGEinWAVESCHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    catefrances wrote:
    hoping is not lying. love is not lying. watching someone drugfucked is not fun. feeling yourself die a little each day as they slowly fuck themselves over, or even kill themselves, is not fun. but then again... its not suppose to be. it sux though, plain and simple. :(
    when i think back on it all...the drugs take the fun out of all of it. the drugs and the lies.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • LONGRDLONGRD Posts: 6,036
    very melancholic.
    PJ- 04/29/2003.06/24,25,27,28,30/2008.10/27,28,30,31/2009
    EV- 08/09,10/2008.06/08,09/2009
  • CHANGEinWAVESCHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    LongRd. wrote:
    very melancholic.
    seems to be the feeling lately :(
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • chadwickchadwick Posts: 21,157
    catefrances wrote:
    hoping is not lying. love is not lying. watching someone drugfucked is not fun. feeling yourself die a little each day as they slowly fuck themselves over, or even kill themselves, is not fun. but then again... its not suppose to be. it sux though, plain and simple. :(



    what care says..
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."
    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
  • chadwickchadwick Posts: 21,157
    chadwick wrote:
    what care says..

    i can't spell nor can i type

    whoops.. erase the r and add a t
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."
    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
  • bluejourneymanbluejourneyman Posts: 421
    Nice write!
    Can't you see that there's light in the dark.
    Nothing's quite what it seems in the city of dreams.
    (Wolfmother)
    ~~~~~~~~~~~~
    Grand Rapids 2006
  • the wolfthe wolf Posts: 7,027
    the lies are the worst. makes you feel like your whole exsistance together is a lie.

    "i put your world, into my veins"

    their lie, becomes your life. and it sucks.
    Peace, Love.

    "To question your government is not unpatriotic --
    to not question your government is unpatriotic."
    -- Sen. Chuck Hagel
  • CHANGEinWAVESCHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    the wolf wrote:
    the lies are the worst. makes you feel like your whole exsistance together is a lie.

    "i put your world, into my veins"

    their lie, becomes your life. and it sucks.
    yes it does...it's hard to get past, you know since u hear me bitch about it!
    bluejourneyman wrote:
    Nice write!
    thank you:)
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
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