Woke up Alone

madjack

I woke up alone this morning feeling my best,
thanks my dear they didn't think I could pass the test,

I don't need you or your habit which I hear you still enjoy,
I also hear the dump trucks still use you as a toy,

are you going to get on the internet to make fun,
are you going to get old blue eyes and run,

don't want me then don't want my money,
lose you and I can have most any of the playful bunnies,

you think you've hurt me making it my fault,
the truth is killing you locked in your vault,

could of had anything only wanted truth and for you to get real,
hope your stories turn up to be so you can have your thrill,

hope the man chaseing you is who you think he is and everything hes about,
cause it cost you a love that was real and a future that was right on route,

I would have given my life for you only wished you were still you,
But you died and your life was replaced by a weak fake mother fucking fool,

I hear maybe a bus running in your driveway or a dump truck,
the hell with you all I don't give a fuck,

go to them for money from now on let them feed your belly,
I will find my true love the love of my life the real _______'

she wasn't fake or weak didn't live in a world found only in her head,
she was a real woman not one who stayed fucked up and on her back in someone elses bed,

call me names make fun of me for you I truely hate,
I hope you die so my love sch____ can live before its too late,

call me the preacher and beg for a rock star to save your life,
remember who took care of you before your habit and made you his wife,

everyone laughs a your silly stories and made up shit,
I fucking cry cause I know you really believe in it,

I can't take it anymore I need someone to share my life and dreams,
only it can't be with love of my life shes caught in a losing stream,

says pot won't hurt you says its good for you makes living a breeze,
if you could only see the real world get your head out of the trees,

you make shit up and it is getting worst,
fuck man get some help break the curse,

your son loves you love him get straight,
quit smoking get fit true life is fuckin great,

Need help I always be there with forgiveness love and support. You once said I was a good person, believe this take my hand and I will help you through anything. I will forgive anything and I can make your life so much better, and believe me life is better when you don't face it blurred since of realism. Is it better to smoke and dream and go no where, or is it better to take the tougher route and make dreams real. The decision is yours, I will help you or I will walk away from you forever, thats what it comes down to. I have enough money to help you but I refuse to destroy you any futher. I will walk unafraid, unashamed, unused and no weakness.

Holey Ghost

good poem madjack....I hope she smells the coffee soon
so you can fly with her,
before your heart ends up, on the moon

Astral Star

I hope you heal soon!

jamjam

you're a good writer.
powerful stuff
it makes you feel better to release it, no?