Her Old Post

madjack

I read her old post today,
makes my hate for her greater,
How could I have ever believed such a liar,
Her very thought sickens me now,
Everything we had was nothing,
I wish her only pain which she gave me,
Should have listen to the others but I believe the lies I was fed,
She makes others beautiful in my eyes,
They will recieve what she could have had,
Wish for love but a person like you deserves none,
When you lied to me the one you chase sees the real you,
Such a fool such a fool I could have done better,
A fool I was but not anymore bitch

justam

I think in the long run, it'll be helpful to you that you are so angry at your ex. It'll help you let go of it all sooner than if you still felt in love.

So, I guess what I'm thinking is--be grateful she's been so bad to you because you can hate her more easily.

madjack

I guess I'm more angry at myself than anyone, I should have took the advice of others. I couldn't see the truth, I guess I was blinded by my feelings. I've live through a war and a bunch of bad stuff in life, but I guess I've never been so hurt before as this. I've made it through it so far, I guess venting on this forum has helped keep me out of trouble. She came close to ruining my life but now I'll rise above the flames stronger and wiser. Just hard to believe someone can be so fake, so cold.

justam

I think love can be confusing to one's better judgement so I don't think you can blame yourself that you were blind to what others saw. At it's best love is transforming because of the way it makes people jump over their intellect but at it's worst it can be demolishing too.

I hope things get better for you.

madjack

Thanks for the words of wisdom Justam, I'll be fine again.