lets fight

deadnote

when you dont love me
i hold my words
when i come closer
you seem distracted
not jealous
but your words
they are meaningless
they hurt
they cut like knives
and i have no one
to share what you have
when you have everything
its hilarious the things you do

deadnote

soft letters fall from the sky
i catch them and store them
with eyes and mind
into the blender
with hurt from before
not knowing the damage
with numbers and scores
i see the rivers
rising around me
bringing me death
with hope from the trees
do i stay
or do i fight
for obstacles abandon
the fierce storm pushes
and debree flies around