the special pill

deadnote

i believe im gonna be okay
im gonna find my heart
its gonna love itself
and someones gonna
steel my mind

i wont think about it
becasue all i got
are these tingling emotions
i wont undertsand a thing
lift me up

deadnote

its so sad
everyone lives
inside your heart
the pressure is age
pounding through your veins
but what you dont know
is that i love you
and everyone is alive

deadnote

god damn
this eching sadness
god damn
this pain i feel

death sorrrounding me
i depend on you
to live somewhere
sorround yourself in light
take my invisable hands
and run them down the nerves
of your spine
im am yours within this
and i give it all
just to lift you up

god damn
this forgotten ship
god damn
this fucking city

jesus take me home

deadnote

we are one this time
stuck
in a moment
i wish i knew you laughed
but im not sure
so i cracked
and murmured
to be like her

we are one
if youll have me
stuck
in a moment
i wish i knew you laughed
but im not sure
so i cracked
and murmurmed
to be like him

deadnote

i was happy ealier
i was a friend
it sounded quiet
therye throats
wer resting

but now your banging
on the wall
and your doctor
is flashing his smile


and im leavin here
im kneeling
and im leaving here
im kneeling before
im faliling apart
im kneeling before them
and leaving here

deadnote

god damn snow falling in my eyes
god damn restless pain
waste of my life
god damn cant bring no resurection
to the love

i need drugs
i need drugs
legal

god damn doctors cooking smirks
god damn limpness in my jerk
god damn dropped a size
in my underwear

i need drugs
i need drugs
legal