new poem

deadnote

ive been here before
ive knocked upon
your door
and it feels like yesterday
i thought youd call today

and your poetry makes me cry
if only i was myself
i could show you then
i wouldnt have time
to pretend

cause the devil picks on my youth
and the devil picks at my innocence
and tells me that im fake
i guess its time
to wake and bake

deadnote

theres nothing true about this distance
i was made to follow your lead
and i was made to stand up
when you get overwhelmed

i hate the fact of never touching
i cant deal without your embrace
and even if you went away with him
id pray for you to come back home

into the fire

deadnote

fallacy flattery kill me with six
take me down to the x factory
and brand me with an f
cause alls im doin
is takin the place
of the rodeo lamb

tie me up
laugh at me
its laughter
thats the freedom
not an enemy

grow up
respect the eyes
fullfilling your belly
time and again

read a book
and eat bananas
the holy bible
is a bit off

deadnote

the pain in wanting you
leads me to prayer
asking for wisdom
and loving to caress

someday i will touch you
someday i will set you free
someday you wont worry
wont worry about me

i feel like i was meant
to kiss your hands
and pay the rent
but reality is showing

wearing me thin
i traded the tin
but heaven was dead
so went to miami
instead

deadnote

time to go
set myself free
i have the will
and i have the faith

i cant go on like this
i know youll be okay
cause i believe in heaven
and i believe in you

for the days i left you
i might lose you forever
but you can be sure
i will always love you

deadnote

i come to you with a soft hello
and we start to talk
of how i called
and i say its yesterday
i take what you give
and if you go
it wont change my mind
it wont change my heart

someone so special
should stand for more
a poet a prince

the envy of all
inside that dies
within this poem

it wont change my mind
it wont change me heart

deadnote

everyone is one
i ly alone
when everyone lives together
i think of all that splinters
i wrote a different testament
many years ago
into the fire
into the fire

hand in hand
healing your veins
with my own blood
rise up rise up
take my place
for you
i give my everything

everyone is one
and im gonna
find a home
where everyone is one
not splintering
just finding comfort
in being alone

deadnote

i have sacrificed perfection
how much interest
in finding the heart
is this what i mean
did i make a choice
did i say goodbye

all hail the ones forgiving
on my feet
i raise my arms
falling down we
adore each other

deadnote

im alawys on the verge
of my heart taking oevr
but i rest my head
instead of injecting
the pen

instead i write this
searching for black
searching for one
searching for the rain

when i find myself coming
i get excited but im thinking
and i always wonder why
its so important in my mind

just to feel my heart

deadnote

its so lonely married
to this book
and these roads
under my foot

the melody of my pain
the meoldy of lost eyes
sleeping in a computer
i wonder how you see

deadnote

i am balanced
i feel nothing
i wish for you
to love and live forever

i am lost
but i see your eyes
and i see you smile
let me in
let me in

covered in this heat
it makes me shake to feel
my heart being barnequed
get my first tatto

let me in
let me in
let me in

sharpest hair pierces to softest heart

not about me this one

deadnote

barbequed

deadnote

from stupidity
to the falling slow
my mind is controlling me today
or is it always

i question the heart
as i walk the road
i read the words
and think of brothers

i think of sisters
all my comfort
i feel safe here
im not gonna cry

i fear
i will never cry again
or is it a gift

deadnote

theres a sadness in my memory
i think it to be a handshake
or reality

if this is our doing
than im surely dead
because i want everything

every memory
that fills me with life
dissapears
and i cry now
because one day
i will die
and my memory
i need

harmless_little_f***

I actually thought the first one was OK, until you said 'wake and bake'.