attempt at poetry

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wish i had a cd
to make you think of me
to rhyme within the time
to show you who i am
still

wish i had enough breath
to take away the edge
oh lying asking for more
oh lying in a panic
still

wish i could reach the water
wish i could call my daughter
cause talking here with you
takes me home again
still

and finally im alone
comfort not in my bones
moving away from close
the winter its oh so cold
close
still

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where are you now star
further away than mars
i miss you like a flower{moms flowers}
please come home
soon

where are you now june
the frost covers tattoos
my heart is like a tire
please help me
soon

please comfort me with time
please give to me the sounds
please share with me in life

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the bite in my nightmares
in consciousness is remembered
the lies that sorround your sensitivity
they fly in your sense of humor
but i dont know you
no i dont know you
everyone is loved

the blood i give it hurts me
and you can have it all
the arms are stretched out yet cut off
i fear laughter from behind
but i dont know you
no i dont know you
everyone is loved

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i dissapear when im not alone{party}
the people encourage me to dwell
the song of tears i search for
it appears to be in hell{gone}

if i could just get my cd
to speak out all my words
to let everyone know
the fire that intensly burns....

i could sleep

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my name reaks but i try to shine
i look ahead for light and pray for love in time
the road has been long and winding dangerous yet im home
where are you through all of this
where are you through all of this

now im grasping for air while i take a drink
the waters warm but its something i need
i drove so far from being right
blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
where are you through all of this etc

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from i distance he feels that he needs to be loved
but expression isnt good enough
all that has been given in truth hurts
so he stays away

together they could write the book
together they could play the hook
together they could make a flick
but nothing is nothing when love is pain

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i pray that safety is a blanket over the world ,the hand of god working in its beautiful way that we may be filled with the spirit of the lord and that the coming of the lord be our hearts desire,that we may be renewed and to feel the love of our creator take control of our hearts and our minds and that we can do the things we need to do to get stronger each and every day

may the holy spirit guide your soul home
amen