thoughts

deadnote

theres a new song
runnin round in my head
hands in my pockets
kicking things tears rolling
thinkin bout the things i said
things ive done
time stops for a minute
i can see everyone crying
my souls dying
wheres the fight
why the opposition
just create more
by giving up
all the lovers dance
the moment lasts
i sit alone
inside my head
wonder where all the pain comes from
step outside to the cold air
look at myself in the swingin doors
howd you get so mean
why rememember all the hurtful things

i pray to never let you down again

deadnote

a light from the hands
a gift we could share
a moment captured
in the heavens

to understand you
and to fall apart
keeping faith through
depending on god

these mornings differ
i still wonder why
when i step outside
the difference of songs

it shouldnt matter
dont change the road
travel strong and true
give it away

deadnote

i believe in heaven
and i believe i will see you there
and we will share
without a care
the songs to sing
about everything
from rain to dance
and holding hands

i wonder why for now
the earth cries
and the skies moan
people wander
without a home

maybe i should switch these two around

deadnote

whats so bad about life anyway
what have i found that i shouldnt endure
why the reactions that now i dont understand
the hate from my mouth
the lashing out

life is beautiful my days have been long
ive been given love from every which way
i have a home i have a family

i can listen to happy songs
or sad songs
watch television
play some guitar

deadnote

emotional ride
innocence died
expected sense
of humor and lies

ill take the bullet
you reach for youth
cant take my words
i fight for mine

for the love of god
what have you done
to paint the blue sky
its all gone to fire

for the last time

catefrances

the sound of wine
as it glugs from bottle to glass
the sound of a moan from my lover
and the way he breathes my name
the sound the rain makes
upon a corrugated tin roof
the inuterine heartbeat
of a brand new life
the rumble of thunder
as it shakes my very soul
my son when he laughs
cause he doesn't do it nearly enough
these are the sounds
that i love the most.