calling without technology

deadnote

i wish these arms to be burned
its my heart on the stick
turned and done
waiting for nothing to feel
never gonna happen

deadnote

the best i could do
is firefuel
you know that im lost
pictures
im on the floor

deadnote

theres some really great poetry on the alicia keys site

deadnote

i am dead inside
theryes no blood
no water
no nothing
im just dead
feeling something good
turns to feeling empty
just dreaming
just dreaming
its just a nightmare
maybe someday
i will grow down
and my baby could my momma
and my baby could be my daddy
and my children
would be all my brothers and sisters
and my mommy and daddy
but today
im just dead
sitting at home alone
on the peer
as the sun shines down
right through me
right through me
not absorbing
or absoling ?
just drilling me deep
just drilling me
im a creep

deadnote

im a full grown boy
suppost to be strong
instilling on the downside
cheering up
when i want you
to feel like i do
when i give my life away
but sometimes
i got so much no control
or control
i do my best
by the book
this cross
these chapters
they will save you
they will save you
theyll never leave you
you could be on the peep
watching the sun rays
move around the water
soaking into your soul
thats the place
youll find a home
even when you have everything
its a good idea
to take it all in
to dance across the water
like jesus walked
before we were even born

deadnote

peer

deadnote

one day im gonna hide my phone
and drink my life away
im gonna rest on the counter
and i wont be counting
i will be downing
drowning
one day soon i will be on my own
in world full of trust
i will shake
and i will clean the house
gonna lift my arms
way up high
and i will cry out real loud
burried in my pillow

deadnote

never again will i close my eyes
never again will i touch my right
never again will i paint the sky purple
i will dive into time
and i will try to rhyme

deadnote

im scared , jealous , and sad

chadwick

you write well mr.deadnote.
thank you for sharing with us.