i love you

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in love with you
so close to home
stand beside you
resurect my soul

this is where i want to be
you are who i want to hold
this is where i want to be
you are who i want to hold

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your memory is a silver gift
bringing it to life
would be a silver gift
for silver i love so much
and your prescious
like silver

could i dance with you
bringing love to life
could we paint a picture
bringing memories to life

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diceipher these feelings
into thoughts
making the difference
with thoughts to love
i get these funny little bumps
and i feel warm inside

theres a home inside me
and when it was hardest
to find my heart
i found it

it was walking around
telling me i could be strong
that someday i could go left
from right

and i would be a star again
or for the first time

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at the end of the road
theres a picture of me
and im crying
for what ive lost
i dont mean to bring you down
the older i get
the more beautiful i sound
its just wrong
the way im living now

and the things i fear
are touching my grip
on whom i love
and the time we spend with
the ones we love
the roads were given
and i know ive earned
the fears i feel
its just so sad
the loss

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down on my knees
begging you please
steal the spirit in my heart
feel the love i feel for you

damn decisions and acts
bring me the fact
that losing you is real
and spending life without you
is earned imprisonment

i want you to know
that wherever i go
youll be in my heart
always in my heart

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someday i will pay
and even though i feel it now
i know it gets worse
what he said
and what she said
and what i did
it burns the innocence

and though i pray that love is perfect
and that someday im forgiven
i know i gave up a crown
but i will have my glory
when i leave this world

major heartache
pain in chest
thoughts drawing blanks
into a bulletproof vest
i cant do nothin
but sit here and live
through all my mistakes
and all my gifts
go blowing in the wind
like a picture
in the rain

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heavy words
cut my heart
pierce my side
feel like ive lived only long enough
to feel like ive died
and been risen up
to burn with the fire
and as my body twists into
i know for certain
that ive lost you

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what i want
and what i need
are freedom from war
and a mind with privacy
why would you want
all that i have
althought your love is perfect
it scares me deep inside
please rescue me
and show to me whats true
either way im beside you
no matter what you do

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for all the daughters
for all the sons
for all the families
running on love

for all the gifts
for all the pain
for all the families
running on love

forgive my dirty hands
forgive my dirty mind
forgive my natural way
im just happy to be alive

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