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punctured chest
crying out
get this giant worm
out of my body

i beg for change
lazzy eyes
mean im tired
and when i lie
i get happy

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basketball has given me grace
kg can rest
spend some ttime
in the castle

and im crying out
just one time
introduce him lasst

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i forgot i left here
i remember how it feelt
misssunderstaanddings
feeling aaanxxxieeety
blame is a big hurt
i try so hard
just tto double mean
someething
aaand i dont eveeen know
wwhat im saying
and who reads this confffussion
young kids
could have paareeents
signing these sessions away
i cant be that guy
when i say the needles goin in
its mediccine
but thats forr the saake of pity
and i could find someething
wrong wwwith everything i do
in wwriting
they could put me away
forr being mean
forr breaking the rules
but im nott banned
etc..............

so dont tell me im the one