To be or not to be :(

Mystique420

I want to feel the trembling of your chest as you surrender to a rumbling moan
I want to run my fingers through your hair & clench it tightly within my fists
I want to hear your rough sexy voice as you coax me to dizzying heights
I want to squeeze, caress, lick and torture you into lust filled abandon
I want to touch your body until your skin burns with hot desire
I want to run my tongue around places not yet explored
I want to feel the power of you between my thighs
I want to feel you nibble all my soft tender spots
I want to smell and taste your musky maleness
I want to feel your breath hot against my neck
I want to feel your fingers tease me til I ache
I want to ride hard to our complete surrender
I want to feel our climaxing tremors shake us
I want to build our fires higher and hotter
I want to go crazy with my need for you
I want to hear you scream out my name
I want to touch myself in anticipation
I want to pulse with my need for you
I want to ache for you in my core
I want to wait for you forever
I want to wait but I can't
I want to not want you
I want to not want

blackhAwkdown

i think we all would like to not want,... to not need anything...

i know i do, so this one rings loud and true in my ears, errr eyes....

what a long damn day it's been,... and here i am wanting more than ever that crazy little birdy who stole my soul all those years ago..... :(

anyway, thanks for the poem M~... you're words have really got a way of burning straight through my heart.........

justam

It's really painful to want someone you can't have isn't it? And, unfortunately, you just can't force someone to love you/be with you if they don't want that. :(

I hope you can recover from this sooner rather than later.

blackhAwkdown

blackhAwkdown wrote:

i think we all would like to not want,... to not need anything...

i know i do, so this one rings loud and true in my ears, errr eyes....

what a long damn day it's been,... and here i am wanting more than ever that crazy little birdy who stole my soul all those years ago..... :(

anyway, thanks for the poem M~... you're words have really got a way of burning straight through my heart.........

i cant tell if you were writing this to me or the Mysti' one here... but you're right, loving someone without requisition is not only painful but numbing in every way... personally i have loved alot of people, from family to friends to women/girlfriends, and never have those sentiments ever faded at all..... i guess it could be said my love runs deep, and the feelings i have now i know i will always have, no matter what happens or does not happen between me and her..... if i have to move on then i guess i will cross that bridge, but my hope will never die that the love i feel might someday bring us together forever.