Suicide...
Mystique420
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If I'm dead and in the grave, will you still love me?
If I look up, will I see the flowers you left above me?
When the worms begin to feed again, it feels like when you loved me.
When decay becomes my closet friend, will you be thinking of me?
I feel so alone since those days are gone when I walked in the sun.
I gave up my chance, in the darkness I chant while holding my gun.
If I knock on your door tonight, will I be welcomed in?
Would you be willing to forgive me of my mortal sin?
I finally escaped the whispers and lies in a life where I didn't fit.
I brought about my own demise and ended here in this pit.
When the moon is full, I can feel its pull and think of the things I missed.
Regret is making it hard to think, it's a shame it has come to this.
I just can't seem to make up my mind but I guess that I've got plenty of time.
In this cold dark place of mine,
In this coffin, imprisoned inside, still contemplating my suicide.
When the worms move, I will think of you, do you still love me?
If I look up, will I see the flowers you left above me?
When the worms begin to feed again, it feels like when you loved me.
When decay becomes my closet friend, will you be thinking of me?
I feel so alone since those days are gone when I walked in the sun.
I gave up my chance, in the darkness I chant while holding my gun.
If I knock on your door tonight, will I be welcomed in?
Would you be willing to forgive me of my mortal sin?
I finally escaped the whispers and lies in a life where I didn't fit.
I brought about my own demise and ended here in this pit.
When the moon is full, I can feel its pull and think of the things I missed.
Regret is making it hard to think, it's a shame it has come to this.
I just can't seem to make up my mind but I guess that I've got plenty of time.
In this cold dark place of mine,
In this coffin, imprisoned inside, still contemplating my suicide.
When the worms move, I will think of you, do you still love me?
"To live,.... love,..... there's a song to be sung,....
'cause we may not be the Young Ones,..."
--first u sow the seed-- nature grows the seed-- then we eat the seed--
nah,... we smoke it!
'cause we may not be the Young Ones,..."
--first u sow the seed-- nature grows the seed-- then we eat the seed--
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take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand
lie beside me
i just need to say
'cause we may not be the Young Ones,..."
--first u sow the seed-- nature grows the seed-- then we eat the seed--
yeh- i know,... i do a lot of thinking lately,... so much so my head feels it shall implode. my moods & emotions are in a suspended state right now due to situations beyond anyone's control,...suicide should never be an option, but sometimes you just can't help feeling you'd be better off and so would those around you.
'cause we may not be the Young Ones,..."
--first u sow the seed-- nature grows the seed-- then we eat the seed--
i know you are so right... the big guy i loved would've kicked my monkey ass up n down the street if I ever did that,... times change though and so do the tricks your mind plays on u,... if you would like to pm me u can,... i don't want to dump my burdens on others... i try to release in in verse.
'cause we may not be the Young Ones,..."
--first u sow the seed-- nature grows the seed-- then we eat the seed--
taking it easy isn't an option,... the chains that bind,... i do find... are somewhat of my own doing.... a break?.... i'd love... i need.... but when surrounded by the beauty of a broken release... will i be able to pick up the pieces?.... must try to know!
'cause we may not be the Young Ones,..."
--first u sow the seed-- nature grows the seed-- then we eat the seed--
My sister attempted suicide today with a big tranquiliser overdose. (First attempt, and not a cry for help. No note. Nothing.) I found her and saved her. She's in hospital overnight. I'm on the board now, yes. How can I sleep?
I just want to say something. I've seen people facing death, I've seen humans and animals die. I've held them and felt good energy leave them. But I felt there was no peace about my sister's soul in that situation. I'm pleased I got her in time. Maybe I did something right for once.
I know I usually apply my postgraduate degree training to analysis of people's work and don't presume first person discourses to be autobiographical, but if this one is based on how you feel, then talk to someone.
Hang in there, thank God you were there....I believe it to be divine timing...I don't know anything about you or your spirituality, all I can say from an outsider is something bigger than you put you in the right place at the right time....I will pray for you and your family and know that your sister is in the big Man's Hands right now....hang on....peace to you
you are so talented and have such beautiful poetry....I want you to know that I care about you and your well being....I realize I don't know you, but I care about you....please remember that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem....this too shall pass.....you are loved and know that the Universal Spirit has you wrapped up in love right now, even though you might not be able to feel the energy, hang on, please.....peace to you
me too, all we can do is hope and pray that she will get through this time....darkness is the worst of all emotion
'cause we may not be the Young Ones,..."
--first u sow the seed-- nature grows the seed-- then we eat the seed--
Any time.
'cause we may not be the Young Ones,..."
--first u sow the seed-- nature grows the seed-- then we eat the seed--