U=Denial

Mystique420Mystique420 Posts: 338
edited April 2006 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
the blame I'm putting is on myself
the confusion is fighting it's way back
but I'm trying not to let it trail behind me,
trying to not let this build up
but the consumption of fear is slowly building,
the parapets i put up have fall'n
and my soul never bleed this pain before,
withered is my heart in the cold wet dirt
and with suicide, shall i flirt?

myself i have doubted once again
but the blade on the ground is stained.
do you mean what you say to me
the words of "i love you"
are not words that go astray?
"shall i abide in this dull world?
which in thy absence is no better than sty?"

you left your crumbs of the words you speak behind
only with what you thought i would never find,
for you, do i leave you in shame?
are you scared? what if i leave you in pain?
is this filled with nothing but nonsense?
are you leaving me with love of suspense?

shall i deny the words i speak
just as you did to me?
shall i go on with the pain and let this be?
but for all this denial of me
is making me weak...
"To live,.... love,..... there's a song to be sung,....
'cause we may not be the Young Ones,..."

--first u sow the seed-- nature grows the seed-- then we eat the seed-- ;) nah,... we smoke it!
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  • the blame I'm putting is on myself
    the confusion is fighting it's way back
    but I'm trying not to let it trail behind me,
    trying to not let this build up
    but the consumption of fear is slowly building,
    the parapets i put up have fall'n
    and my soul never bleed this pain before,
    withered is my heart in the cold wet dirt
    and with suicide, shall i flirt?

    myself i have doubted once again
    but the blade on the ground is stained.
    do you mean what you say to me
    the words of "i love you"
    are not words that go astray?
    "shall i abide in this dull world?
    which in thy absence is no better than sty?"

    you left your crumbs of the words you speak behind
    only with what you thought i would never find,
    for you, do i leave you in shame?
    are you scared? what if i leave you in pain?
    is this filled with nothing but nonsense?
    are you leaving me with love of suspense?

    shall i deny the words i speak
    just as you did to me?
    shall i go on with the pain and let this be?
    but for all this denial of me
    is making me weak...


    fuck him he is NOT REAL. are you beating yourself up again over that putz?
    "When a man lies,He murders some part of the world
    These are the pale deaths which men miscall their lives,All this I cannot bear to witness any longer,
    Cannot the kingdom of salvation,Take me home!"
    Cliff Burton R.I.PFebruary 10, 1962 – September 27, 1986
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