why?

you are

i love him,
but he doesn't love me
he never will,
and i don't want to accept that
i try to pretend it's all ok

i'm tired
i hate being awake
i hate my dreams

will there be another love greater than him?
how long will my heart torment me?

you can't make someone love you back
why does he have to be so damn charming
why can't i forget
why can't i move on?!

i try, but my heart aches
i love someone i can never have

love is so bittersweet
it can hurt you,
and it can heal you

lobb152

just release. release.

Jamal

lobb152 wrote:

just release. release.

Sometimes, it's just not that easy.
you want to let go, be free
yet yearn to be in that captivity
it's where heaven meets hell
and where love ends, new life shall begin

justam

you are wrote:

i love him,
but he doesn't love me
he never will,
and i don't want to accept that
i try to pretend it's all ok

i'm tired
i hate being awake
i hate my dreams

will there be another love greater than him?
how long will my heart torment me?

you can't make someone love you back
why does he have to be so damn charming
why can't i forget
why can't i move on?!

i try, but my heart aches
i love someone i can never have

love is so bittersweet
it can hurt you,
and it can heal you

You sound like me a few years ago.

Lobb's advice is good. Let go of it as soon as you can.

you are

justam wrote:

You sound like me a few years ago.

Lobb's advice is good. Let go of it as soon as you can.

easier said than done. i'm not being negative, it's just, i've tried for about 10 years. i go through phases of letting go and then it comes back. he's a good friend of mine and i can't imagine not having him as a friend, but it can be hard at times.

you are

Jamal wrote:

Sometimes, it's just not that easy.
you want to let go, be free
yet yearn to be in that captivity
it's where heaven meets hell
and where love ends, new life shall begin

that's beautiful. thanks.

justam

you are wrote:

easier said than done. i'm not being negative, it's just, i've tried for about 10 years. i go through phases of letting go and then it comes back. he's a good friend of mine and i can't imagine not having him as a friend, but it can be hard at times.

Oh good God. The friend you love.

I totally get it, but you still need to let it go. Good luck, you need a few hugs. {{{you are}}}

you are

justam wrote:

Oh good God. The friend you love.

I totally get it, but you still need to let it go. Good luck, you need a few hugs. {{{you are}}}

actually we started off dating, broke up, and we're still friends. so i have that memory of being with him. it's just hard sometimes.

thanks for the hug

justam

you are wrote:

actually we started off dating, broke up, and we're still friends. so i have that memory of being with him. it's just hard sometimes.

thanks for the hug

You're welcome.

There's no cure but to fall in love with someone else. Can you do that?

FinsburyParkCarrots

You're all welcome to fall in love with me, if ya like ... in a platonic kinda way. I love you all already, in that way. But then, I'm touched in the head.

you are

justam wrote:

You're welcome.

There's no cure but to fall in love with someone else. Can you do that?

i'm working on it, just haven't found the right one yet.

you are

FinsburyParkCarrots wrote:

You're all welcome to fall in love with me, if ya like ... in a platonic kinda way. I love you all already, in that way. But then, I'm touched in the head.

haha! got a picture? it would help if you were closer to home.

Pearl_Jam_Necklace

you are wrote:

i love him,
but he doesn't love me
he never will,
and i don't want to accept that
i try to pretend it's all ok

i'm tired
i hate being awake
i hate my dreams

will there be another love greater than him?
how long will my heart torment me?

you can't make someone love you back
why does he have to be so damn charming
why can't i forget
why can't i move on?!

i try, but my heart aches
i love someone i can never have

love is so bittersweet
it can hurt you,
and it can heal you

such a beautiful ,sad poem...i hope you find a better man...i believe there is one out there for you...there has to be....

Pearl_Jam_Necklace

Jamal wrote:

Sometimes, it's just not that easy.
you want to let go, be free
yet yearn to be in that captivity
it's where heaven meets hell
and where love ends, new life shall begin

thats beautiful..

you are

Pearl_Jam_Necklace wrote:

such a beautiful ,sad poem...i hope you find a better man...i believe there is one out there for you...there has to be....

i do have the hope of finding someone else. i just wish it would happen soon.

Jamal

you are wrote:

i do have the hope of finding someone else. i just wish it would happen soon.

Here, here, ...
I know what you mean, sister. We're all just toys in the eye of life.
And the world is our playground, covered in dust.

madjack

Jamal wrote:

Sometimes, it's just not that easy.
you want to let go, be free
yet yearn to be in that captivity
it's where heaven meets hell
and where love ends, new life shall begin

Damn that makes alot of sense. I was to blind to see that new life shall begin.

Jamal

madjack wrote:

Damn that makes alot of sense. I was to blind to see that new life shall begin.

Are you being sarcastic?
if so, plz elaboarte your point if view, if not, sorry, it's still quite early....

Nothingman54

Very nice. Heres one I wrote call "Why"



She was the apple in my eye
She was the goddess that ruled the sky
I wavied alone as she said goodbye
Why did you have to go
Why did you say goodbye
Look at the tears that I cry
Tears of love never die
And when I look into the sky
Ill see your face cause its tattooed in my mind
Why did you have to go
Why did you say goodbye

you are

Nothingman54 wrote:

Very nice. Heres one I wrote call "Why"



She was the apple in my eye
She was the goddess that ruled the sky
I wavied alone as she said goodbye
Why did you have to go
Why did you say goodbye
Look at the tears that I cry
Tears of love never die
And when I look into the sky
Ill see your face cause its tattooed in my mind
Why did you have to go
Why did you say goodbye

I love that. Thanks for sharing .