Act of love

Stickman from Norway

All the time we spent together,
was it all an act, or was it true?
Troubled times, but I’ve never felt better,
but I realize now, that I’ve only known a version of you..

She’s like the best girlfriend I never had,
even though I’ll try, I will never forget her face
Now, these thoughts down memory lane only makes me sad,
because the thought of her is something I don’t
want to replace.

How can I go back to the way I was,
when the past and present are holding me back
The future now seems like a lost cause,
someone are always left behind, and in this case, it’s me loosing track

It’s like all my defenses are down,
and if I fall it won’t make a sound
I don’t know if you’ll be there and watch me fall,
or maybe you won’t notice me at all

Spunkie

Thanks for the poetry!