Red Eyes

mad22

Well, to be honest, i don't know what this is, is it poetry? art? probably they are just words, but you guys encourge me the last time, you really seem to like that dedication i wrote. So, i don't think i'll do this very often, but i don't know, i just hope nobody can relate to this.

red eyes

i wish i could tell my mother
how sad i am
how suicide i feel
but i cannot do that
i love her too much

i wish i could tell my father
how much i miss him
how much i need him
but i scorn him too much

I hope someday i'll be free
but locked inside myself
i can't seem to find the key
to this cage that i've created

to know that people loves you
doesn't really matter
as long as you don't feel that way
you'll be as alone as hell

will i ever find a cure?
Can i get rid of myself?
i love people to much
i guess that hope and red eyes
it's all i will ever get