Cycles of Red

trinityeliza

Again I love you,
Again you lead me back to you,
But why?
To only break my heart again?
I want it to work, but I know it never will,
at least for now..
I want to be able to say "no" and leave you,
but deep in my heart I know I can't.
If we start up again I realize that it will just be
the same repeating cycle:
too much to fast...drops so fast and it's all gone again.
Why does my heart do this to me?
I thought love was supposed to bring joy and happiness
and be the purest of all,
but on top of it has came pain... lot's of pain...
Why does he do this to me?
I just want to be happy, but what makes me happy is you
and I can't have you without pain brought along.
I can't take this, not again!