Blue Mornings,...My blue funk

trinityeliza

Every morning I wake up
From dreaming about you
Seeing that what we had before
Is now leaving me sad and blue

My world used to be so perfect
When you were by my side
But lately you haven't been around
To catch all those tears that have fallen from my eyes

I just wish we could be together
Starting fresh and new
Even though we're now apart
My heart still says, "I Love you."

I can't pretend I am ok
Because my world has fallen apart
And if you look inside your hand
You still hold that key to my heart

You've tried to forget me
And now I see you with her
The future of you and me that once was clear
Is now just a faint blur.

All I can do is sit and cry
And hope you change your mind
Wishing there was a solution
That could turn back the hands of time.

Living without you
And being replaced by her
I tried to imagine
But it seems so absurd

It's suppose to be me
Who you spend your life with
Because I can give so much
That she can never give

I know everything about you
I love you so much
Will she ever compare
To my warm gentle touch?

Will she kiss you like I do
So gentle, so sweet?
Will your heart skip a beat
Every time your lips meet?

Will she walk by your side
Through the thick and the thin?
Will she tell you she loves you
Again, and again?

Will she be there to hold your hand
Through all of the bad,
Give you her shoulder to cry on
Whenever you are sad?

Would you sleep in her arms
All through the night?
Would she lay there with you
Just holding you tight?

Would her love be so innocent
So strong and so true?
Would she back you up like I did
In anything you do?

Can she tell how you feel
By just how you act?
Does she look at what you have
And not what you lack?

No, because she could never love you
As much as I do
Because God only made
One "me" for one "you"

But you left me all alone
Shivering with fear
I cannot even see
Because my eyes are filled with tears

I gasp for some air
I cannot catch my breath
My heart suddenly stops
As you ripped it from my chest

I cannot even stand up
I just lay here and cry
My stomach hurts so very bad
I feel I am going to die

I feel so very weak
Like there's nothing I can do
But even through all of this
I truly do love you

Just take me back
I'm sure you will see
I can be anything
You want me to be

So, now that it is all over
And everything is said and through
It just leaves me with one last question?
Why do my dreams never come true?

Dreams of Red

its ok to feel the blues...

so long as you know the colour red is always somewhere

who knows, it could even bite you in the ass one of these days--if you let it???

trinityeliza

i am really only happy when it is gloomy and grey,... i thrive in the overcast sky.

Dreams of Red

trinityeliza wrote:

i am really only happy when it is gloomy and grey,... i thrive in the overcast sky.

ive kind of become pretty good at thriving in adverse weather, somehow.... comes from lots of practice, and lake ontario.