Tears are falling,...

trinityeliza

I say " Hey, hello, I'm home"
I look around
I get chills
It's cold,...
I've been gone
...and you've been GONE so long--
Memories flood back to where it all went wrong.

Mama calls from the back room "Who's there?"
I hear the tears behind her voice
"It's just me."
Cry together she just won't dare :(

There's no way around the loss
No way around the pain
"Am I my brother's keeper?"
I HANG MY HEAD IN SHAME :(:::::

Always counting the days
A scar for every one
I died to save you fucker
WHY am I the one left here?

As they pass by
As I cry
As they suffer
We all cry

No one looks me in the eyes
it's been this way
since the day
You died:(:::::::

twin2

I had a mental picture in my head with every word. I think it's very sad and well written.

Smashed again

trinityeliza wrote:

I say " Hey, hello, I'm home"
I look around
I get chills
It's cold,...
I've been gone
...and you've been GONE so long--
Memories flood back to where it all went wrong.

Mama calls from the back room "Who's there?"
I hear the tears behind her voice
"It's just me."
Cry together she just won't dare :(

There's no way around the loss
No way around the pain
"Am I my brother's keeper?"
I HANG MY HEAD IN SHAME :(:::::

Always counting the days
A scar for every one
I died to save you fucker
WHY am I the one left here?

As they pass by
As I cry
As they suffer
We all cry

No one looks me in the eyes
it's been this way
since the day
You died:(:::::::

i hope that your okay

i think i have been in a simular position

stay strong, writing this would of helped you i think

trinityeliza

I thank you for you're wishes of well being,... However, I am just NOT ok. I'm sorry to hear you've been here where I am. Pain does make us all the same. I wasn't finished, the title sucked, I wrote through tears falling that stained the pages of my comp. book-- A lot of sleepless nights... I thought I was an insomniac before!!! The holidays are especially difficult and tragically devastating to deal with due to it being my lost loved one's time of year,...
X-mas eve,.. X-mas day,.. B-day,.. New Year's Eve,.. New Year's Day filled with football and always the Captain spiked with a little Coke to take the bite off Morgan!!! Now, many of special beautiful people are also forced to deal with the loss of our beloved friend and repected admired champion Eddie Guerrero. This year was filled with much of the same sorrow that has befallen in the last 2 years. What next is all I can think. Thank you all for you're kind words.

~me