I Fall
Corey Lynn
Posts: 681
This is a angry one that I wrote a while back. I am not sure why I am posting it on here. Maybe it will mean something to someone : )
The mystery of it all has left for me,
a door swings open in the middle of my dreams.
I see you,
a face half real and half me;
something I conjured up it seems.
I live for few brushes with greatness.
I walk alone wanting to hide.
I show myself to you with my eyes open wide,
complete when you are by my side.
Do you feel this ?
It is real for me,
they are starting to notice
me break at the seams.
I am lost,
And I want to dive,
into your arms,
into your eyes.
Forgive me for this.
An immature child
has entered my mind.
No more denial.
So much distraction under it all,
and I sink and I swim and I break and I fall.
Tomorrow I will be here.
A sick little game,
plays with my head.
A little deranged.
I’m sorry for the
unrelenting storm in my soul.
I’m sorry for something you haven’t been told.
I will come to reality when you tell me how it is.
That it is all made up, that there’s no more than this.
Fuck you for stealing all he good parts of me.
They float overhead in the sky they are free.
I want to scream until it all leaves;
To show you all something you wouldn’t believe.
Fuck you tomorrow, fuck you today.
Fuck you forever,
as I lay in this grave.
Someday I will wither,
and no one will care,
no one will whimper or cry with despair.
I’m broken
into a thousand little bits.
I dream of you and I clench my fists.
Forever
is not that far away,
I have nothing more to whisper,
I have nothing more to say.
Except
I love you,
and I hate you,
and I need you,
and ill take you,
however you want to give your self to me.
I will wrap it up tightly until my soul bleeds;
I’m broken without you,
but am nothing you need.
The mystery of it all has left for me,
a door swings open in the middle of my dreams.
I see you,
a face half real and half me;
something I conjured up it seems.
I live for few brushes with greatness.
I walk alone wanting to hide.
I show myself to you with my eyes open wide,
complete when you are by my side.
Do you feel this ?
It is real for me,
they are starting to notice
me break at the seams.
I am lost,
And I want to dive,
into your arms,
into your eyes.
Forgive me for this.
An immature child
has entered my mind.
No more denial.
So much distraction under it all,
and I sink and I swim and I break and I fall.
Tomorrow I will be here.
A sick little game,
plays with my head.
A little deranged.
I’m sorry for the
unrelenting storm in my soul.
I’m sorry for something you haven’t been told.
I will come to reality when you tell me how it is.
That it is all made up, that there’s no more than this.
Fuck you for stealing all he good parts of me.
They float overhead in the sky they are free.
I want to scream until it all leaves;
To show you all something you wouldn’t believe.
Fuck you tomorrow, fuck you today.
Fuck you forever,
as I lay in this grave.
Someday I will wither,
and no one will care,
no one will whimper or cry with despair.
I’m broken
into a thousand little bits.
I dream of you and I clench my fists.
Forever
is not that far away,
I have nothing more to whisper,
I have nothing more to say.
Except
I love you,
and I hate you,
and I need you,
and ill take you,
however you want to give your self to me.
I will wrap it up tightly until my soul bleeds;
I’m broken without you,
but am nothing you need.
If I knew where it was I would take you there. There's much more than this
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of how much you meant....
Nothing
I was something
Now, what can I say
Wasted away
Keep living, while I'm dying
As I push you out
you return as I close the door
Hate shouldn't be used,
yet you're the only one
So long ago in my mind,
So far away....
I'll live to let you die