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depopulationINC

Pass the street
so passively
the memories
making bones shiver
factually
you know inside
this courage
grows a little stronger
with every passing day
with gaining of history
with nightmares giving way

one hope
you know
those dreams are history
though they still make you shiver
one hope
you know
it's part of your history
still causing internal misery

you walk
so frantically
even while running
in confines within your dreams

trapped in
locked out
wasn't your fault
is this what they call destiny

let go
breath out
discarding
bitter memories
of things that you went through
explanations
not so simple
and living with
an interaction
the one that makes you feel this way

decisions
maybe will be yours one day
decisions
hope this comforts
not your choice
in any single way

depopulationINC

Something makes me warm inside
draws me into the open
allows me to close my eyes
looking for no reason to run away
no panic to make me hide
right now I realize
somethings changed within
looking forward to battles to begin
empty, no feelings of remorse
not anger rising
knowing I'm thinking the right things

I want to
confront you
feel your tears
make you the one
who starts to fear
to make you
begin to run the other way
trembling
fearing me

suddenly everything is bright
darkness subsides to a similar light
all these days that I've tried
time passing the same each night
storms subdued within
giving way to a blistering drought
the answers come my way
I see no reason to awake
I won't rise screaming tonight
a slow gathering
thunders out now from deep within

the fear is not mine
revenge will soon sink in
I'll hesitate
your mind begins to roam
nothing to me but time
I can wait
let your mind begin to shake
it's sinking in
this time is mine
can not hide always
can not run each
can not dodge your fate