memories?

depopulationINC

Time goes on,
always moves along,
with memories
from others eyes
Hold on tightly,
don't subside,
to these memories
even if you know they're all lies

I know it's wrong,
I play along,
false memories are all I have
Watch in glee,
why can't it be,
like this at all anymore

I know it's wrong,
these thoughts don't belong,
memories are not mine
and never really can be
This must be true,
I know it's true,
it tears me up inside
why can't it be,
like this though it never was before

I crave these distant memories
heaven send them down to me
lay them down right here before me
I need something to hold onto
something real enough that I can claim mine

but my how they feel so real
give me comfort while I'm laying here
they must become one of my own
at least until I hold my own to feel

I crave these distant memories
heaven send them down to me
lay them down right here before me
I need something to hold onto
something real enough that I can claim mine