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depopulationINC

DK DC BC

Sitting
Mountaintop
Feeling
Time to shop
Desire
All that’s vile
Wanting
Make a pile

See the screams
Screams of faces
Crush the dreams
Take dark places

Torment taken
Anguish set in
Ignore the sorrow
I must begin

Suppress the writhing
Craft of pain
Let them struggle
To try in vein

All that’s given
Taken two fold again
Hatred risen
Themselves to blame

Feel no pity
Feel no shame
Beg and plead
I’ll do again

My only virtue
You’ve made me numb inside
My only vision
From my own hand you’ll die

twin2

Well, some of it confused me and the parts I understood were a little morbid, but not that bad. I thought it was interesting. It's so different from what I write. I like the variety.

depopulationINC

I guess what makes it really dark to me is the pesonal feelings. It is actually based on somebady that I know and our situation. He is the only man that I know that I would not hesitate in hurting or worse. I guess without knowing the whole story, it does not seem that bad.

twin2

depopulationINC wrote:

I guess what makes it really dark to me is the pesonal feelings. It is actually based on somebady that I know and our situation. He is the only man that I know that I would not hesitate in hurting or worse. I guess without knowing the whole story, it does not seem that bad.

There is only one person that I have ever hated without a doubt and it's sad to say, but it was my mother-in-law. I had to live with her for a few years in Oklahoma and her and I did not get along. My husband called her Satan and that we lived on "Hell Hill". She had broken up with her boyfriend and was on the warpath. She wasn't right in the head and she took it all out on me. Her and I get along now. We are past all that, but at one time, it was really, really bad.

depopulationINC

yeah, I hear you. I have done a few things to the guy that I hate. I have had him audited a few times, stole about 70% of his contracts (actually bid those contracts to loose money out of spite), helped a lot of his employees find other work, and there was the whole broken nose and cracked jaw thing.

twin2

depopulationINC wrote:

yeah, I hear you. I have done a few things to the guy that I hate. I have had him audited a few times, stole about 70% of his contracts (actually bid those contracts to loose money out of spite), helped a lot of his employees find other work, and there was the whole broken nose and cracked jaw thing.

Oh my God! That really does sound bad. I never really did anything. That was part of my frustration. She didn't even know me but because I was quiet and shy and pretty much harmless, I guess I was an easy target. Billy asked me not to argue back with her so I didn't. I wound up telling him I was leaving because I'd had enough and he pretty much picked me over his mother. That straightened her out and she admitted she was jealous of me. I never did anything to her though, the whole time. Twice we got up in each other's faces and had a yelling match. Billy got in the middle so it didn't become more. I guess I got to the point where I felt like I didn't do anything to deserve it and I didn't need to live like that. During it all, I wanted her to have a good life...just far, far away from me.

depopulationINC

well, I am happy that things are better now

twin2

Thanks, it was a hard 5 years. I hope things improve for you. You sound like you really need some things to change in your life, for the better.

depopulationINC

I am fine. I get along with pretty much everyone. I am a very laid back person, but if someone screws me, my Irish will fight back with every cent I have, and every drop I can bleed.

Ms. Haiku

depopulationINC wrote:

yeah, I hear you. I have done a few things to the guy that I hate. I have had him audited a few times, stole about 70% of his contracts (actually bid those contracts to loose money out of spite), helped a lot of his employees find other work, and there was the whole broken nose and cracked jaw thing.

I make a vow now, that you and I will never be enemies . . .

depopulationINC

Bibliobella wrote:

I make a vow now, that you and I will never be enemies . . .

It take A LOT to get on my bad side. One of my best friends growing up was at one time a guy who tormented me for about 3 years. I really do not like violence, but I guess when you snap you snap.