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Descent (5 sections)

depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
edited January 2006 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
Descent – Section 1 of 5


Forethought:



When I think it all up myself

And I wonder where’s my will

When it surrounds my soul

And I see it sink on in

When it consumes my life

And I know it’s not a dream

When I give no will

And I see it’s become so real


The darkness belongs to me
It’s my right

Shadow’s deep inside
I stopped fighting for my life

Gloom the only way
Grim it’s here to stay

Oh what on earth can help me now; I pray to thee
Oh consumed soul forever lost its way
My mind it has been taken
Oh so easily lead astray

Oh what on earth can help me now; No don’t save me
Oh consumed soul and long forgotten free will
Oh what on earth can help me now; No don’t save me
There’s no looking back
Who says I’m to see a brighter day
Oh and please don’t stop to aid me
Just pass on buy
We’re better off that way

Oh heaven’s hell will never betray
And heaven’s hell will lead me another way
One true path of self-destruction
And resurrection from all pain

Oh heaven’s hell will never betray
Life does not require peace or tranquility
Social codes to obliteration
And revitalization of better ways
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
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  • trinityelizatrinityeliza Posts: 426
    Nice read D-pop :P I shall reread that again,... then once more.
    Put me in coach...I'm ready to
    Fuck up...the USA...
    Look at me...I can rig...
    The presidency!!!!
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    Descent - Setion 2 of 5


    Closer:



    I look into my heart

    Now it’s stating to get cold

    I search around for pain

    Now I push the rest away

    I bring it to a rest

    Now the dark may consume my soul

    I put it to the test

    Now I enter the world


    Portray that wholesome act
    Craft trust in those so loved

    Reach to shelter from sin
    Take from harms way

    Pay this piercing price
    To keep the minds at bay

    What is it that they see in me now
    And am I the one the run to, to be saved
    What is it that they see in me now
    Is their trust this easily stolen away

    Heaven’s hell don’t stop me now
    Heaven’s hell I come a step closer today
    Heaven’s hell what does it ask of me
    Heaven’s hell this is why I gave in to you
    Heaven’s hell this is why I sold my soul
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • twin1twin1 Posts: 902
    Who did you sell your soul to? Good read depop, sad.
    Our love must not be just words, but True Love, which shows itself in action,
    No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
    After you die...you know how to LIVE!
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    twin1 wrote:
    Who did you sell your soul to? Good read depop, sad.

    thanks. I'm making it up as I go. I am on part 3 now.
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    oh, but yes, I know where it is going

    there is a beggining

    there is an end

    there is a certain path that will be followed

    I am just trying to groom the view
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    Descent - Setion 3 of 5

    Hunger:



    What is this in my shadow
    I’ll steal
    From you to me

    What is it the creates the hunger
    Oh desire
    The passion it’s consuming me

    What is it don’t you sense a thunder
    Shall I show it
    Such chaos would rain from me


    Well I’ll never feel
    Well I’ll never touch
    I won’t go back
    Because it hurt to much

    Oh you’ll never see
    No you’ll never suspect
    You won’t deduce
    For it would hurt too much

    And it becomes so clear
    A day draws near
    But it pains my mind
    Because I crave so much

    And it quite a shame
    That it’s your heart you trust
    For I’m not to blame
    For the all that you entrust

    Without a will
    There can be no care
    And lack soul
    Liberation is here
    But I need a taste
    And I need to show
    That within this grace
    I’ve become my own
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • twin1twin1 Posts: 902
    Is this a plot against others? :)
    Our love must not be just words, but True Love, which shows itself in action,
    No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
    After you die...you know how to LIVE!
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    twin1 wrote:
    Is this a plot against others? :)

    It is what it is.

    What do you see within it?

    A plot?
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • twin1twin1 Posts: 902
    No, to me it reads as someone who has been hurt and perhaps hurt someone else who is making a decision right or wrong with mixed feelings about it.
    Our love must not be just words, but True Love, which shows itself in action,
    No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
    After you die...you know how to LIVE!
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    Descent - Section 4 of 5


    Apprehension:



    Seasons they seem to change us fast
    Looking upon our worlds
    Seasons seem to swing our moods
    Faster than we know

    Beauty beholds
    Each and every touch
    Caring grace
    And an impassioned soul
    Sure can rock your world
    Days of needing tender touch
    Can change you when they unfold

    Silky skin
    And a crimson heart
    Show what you always wanted to be told
    A gentle touch
    And passions gaze may seem to mend
    But remember why you sold yours soul

    Love once know
    Creating all light
    It seemed the perfect way
    Love once know
    Has become distraught
    Propelling your search for another way

    Serve to ease
    To obliterate all pain
    Serve to put it back upon the world
    For the harmony that you will gain

    It may not be a giddy life
    But at least it’s lacking change
    Settle you mind
    And feel no pain
    What a life to live
    Fulfill that obligation
    It’s set in rock
    That’s why it has become your stone
    Heaven’s hell has shown a path
    Take a step
    It will lead you home
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • twin1twin1 Posts: 902
    This part read to me of someone who met and fell in love with someone else who fell in love with them but they could not be together because of sin so instead of taking the chance with that other person, they decided to take the more comfortable option that would be more peaceful and not create waves. When falling in love, it changes both people, not just one.
    Our love must not be just words, but True Love, which shows itself in action,
    No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
    After you die...you know how to LIVE!
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    I will have to complete the last segment later

    getting tunel vision on this one
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • twin1twin1 Posts: 902
    bummer...I wanted to read the last part...
    Our love must not be just words, but True Love, which shows itself in action,
    No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
    After you die...you know how to LIVE!
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    twin1 wrote:
    bummer...I wanted to read the last part...

    figure you know how it will end?
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    Descent - Section 5 of 5


    Affirmation:



    Onset:

    Light it shines
    Brings brightness down upon me

    Shadows
    Can bring
    Darkness that overcomes me

    Light it shines
    Shadows that reflect
    For one and all to see

    One light
    To dim
    Fading to dark
    Sinister urges
    Overpower
    How they consume me

    Darker days seem to divulge
    Relevance of new life
    A passion that forever devours
    Eats at my soul
    The only way that I can be free



    Beset:


    Unleash

    Distain

    New world

    No pain

    Feel the grip
    Pulling you this way
    Fingertips
    You loved
    Oh to feel them betray

    Gasping
    Whimper for no more
    Begging for a little remorse
    How did this ever come to be

    Gaping
    Wounded to bone
    Praying for another side of me
    How could it not be foreseen

    One love
    So strong
    To me
    Belong
    Unfair
    Unreal
    A last gasp
    That breath
    Shall be stolen by me



    Sunset:

    One love
    One less
    Feel it no more

    One love
    None the less
    I can’t have anymore

    One love
    Digress
    Feeling subside
    A choice I made
    It happened long before

    Heaven’s hell my peace on Earth
    With no more touch
    No longing soul
    Heaven’s hell my perfect feel
    Without hurt
    Without change
    Heaven’s hell I give my soul
    I need no other taste
    Heaven’s hell I follow lead
    I need no one
    I do my chores
    I know my place

    Love me not
    I pray for you
    Watch me go
    Just as I please
    No restless
    I do not own
    A heart grown cold
    So hatred prone

    Given in
    Given not
    One more shot
    It could not last
    A love for me
    Perhaps was shown
    A life of glee
    Could not be grown
    Why would I try
    Was not for me
    I sold my soul
    For a world to hurt like me

    Oh heaven’s hell will lead me another way
    One true path of self-destruction
    And resurrection from all pain

    Oh heaven’s hell will never betray
    Life does not require peace or tranquility
    Social codes to obliteration
    And revitalization of better ways


    When I think it all up myself

    And I wonder why did I not try

    When it surrounds my soul

    And I don’t see it sneak in

    When it consumes my life

    And I prayed for a life so far away

    When I give no will

    And I’ve become so far from me

    Heaven’s hell seems here to stay
    For heaven’s hell took you away
    The truth be known I’ve lost my path
    Oh heaven’s hell
    Heaven’s hell shall forever last
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    Descent :

    When I think it all up myself

    And I wonder where’s my will

    When it surrounds my soul

    And I see it sink on in

    When it consumes my life

    And I know it’s not a dream

    When I give no will

    And I see it’s become so real


    The darkness belongs to me
    It’s my right

    Shadow’s deep inside
    I stopped fighting for my life

    Gloom the only way
    Grim it’s here to stay

    Oh what on earth can help me now; I pray to thee
    Oh consumed soul forever lost its way
    My mind it has been taken
    Oh so easily lead astray

    Oh what on earth can help me now; No don’t save me
    Oh consumed soul and long forgotten free will
    Oh what on earth can help me now; No don’t save me
    There’s no looking back
    Who says I’m to see a brighter day
    Oh and please don’t stop to aid me
    Just pass on buy
    We’re better off that way

    Oh heaven’s hell will never betray
    And heaven’s hell will lead me another way
    One true path of self-destruction
    And resurrection from all pain

    Oh heaven’s hell will never betray
    Life does not require peace or tranquility
    Social codes to obliteration
    And revitalization of better ways

    I look into my heart

    Now it’s stating to get cold

    I search around for pain

    Now I push the rest away

    I bring it to a rest

    Now the dark may consume my soul

    I put it to the test

    Now I enter the world

    Portray that wholesome act
    Craft trust in those so loved

    Reach to shelter from sin
    Take from harms way

    Pay this piercing price
    To keep the minds at bay

    What is it that they see in me now
    And am I the one the run to, to be saved
    What is it that they see in me now
    Is their trust this easily stolen away

    Heaven’s hell don’t stop me now
    Heaven’s hell I come a step closer today
    Heaven’s hell what does it ask of me
    Heaven’s hell this is why I gave in to you
    Heaven’s hell this is why I sold my soul

    What is this in my shadow
    I’ll steal
    From you to me

    What is it the creates the hunger
    Oh desire
    The passion it’s consuming me

    What is it don’t you sense a thunder
    Shall I show it
    Such chaos would rain from me


    Well I’ll never feel
    Well I’ll never touch
    I won’t go back
    Because it hurt to much

    Oh you’ll never see
    No you’ll never suspect
    You won’t deduce
    For it would hurt too much

    And it becomes so clear
    A day draws near
    But it pains my mind
    Because I crave so much

    And it quite a shame
    That it’s your heart you trust
    For I’m not to blame
    For the all that you entrust

    Without a will
    There can be no care
    And lack soul
    Liberation is here
    But I need a taste
    And I need to show
    That within this grace
    I’ve become my own

    Seasons they seem to change us fast
    Looking upon our worlds
    Seasons seem to swing our moods
    Faster than we know

    Beauty beholds
    Each and every touch
    Caring grace
    And an impassioned soul
    Sure can rock your world
    Days of needing tender touch
    Can change you when they unfold

    Silky skin
    And a crimson heart
    Show what you always wanted to be told
    A gentle touch
    And passions gaze may seem to mend
    But remember why you sold yours soul

    Love once know
    Creating all light
    It seemed the perfect way
    Love once know
    Has become distraught
    Propelling your search for another way

    Serve to ease
    To obliterate all pain
    Serve to put it back upon the world
    For the harmony that you will gain

    It may not be a giddy life
    But at least it’s lacking change
    Settle you mind
    And feel no pain
    What a life to live
    Fulfill that obligation
    It’s set in rock
    That’s why it has become your stone
    Heaven’s hell has shown a path
    Take a step
    It will lead you home

    Light it shines
    Brings brightness down upon me

    Shadows
    Can bring
    Darkness that overcomes me

    Light it shines
    Shadows that reflect
    For one and all to see

    One light
    To dim
    Fading to dark
    Sinister urges
    Overpower
    How they consume me

    Darker days seem to divulge
    Relevance of new life
    A passion that forever devours
    Eats at my soul
    The only way that I can be free

    Unleash

    Distain

    New world

    No pain

    Feel the grip
    Pulling you this way
    Fingertips
    You loved
    Oh to feel them betray

    Gasping
    Whimper for no more
    Begging for a little remorse
    How did this ever come to be

    Gaping
    Wounded to bone
    Praying for another side of me
    How could it not be foreseen

    One love
    So strong
    To me
    Belong
    Unfair
    Unreal
    A last gasp
    That breath
    Shall be stolen by me

    One love
    One less
    Feel it no more

    One love
    None the less
    I can’t have anymore

    One love
    Digress
    Feeling subside
    A choice I made
    It happened long before

    Heaven’s hell my peace on Earth
    With no more touch
    No longing soul
    Heaven’s hell my perfect feel
    Without hurt
    Without change
    Heaven’s hell I give my soul
    I need no other taste
    Heaven’s hell I follow lead
    I need no one
    I do my chores
    I know my place

    Love me not
    I pray for you
    Watch me go
    Just as I please
    No restless
    I do not own
    A heart grown cold
    So hatred prone

    Given in
    Given not
    One more shot
    It could not last
    A love for me
    Perhaps was shown
    A life of glee
    Could not be grown
    Why would I try
    Was not for me
    I sold my soul
    For a world to hurt like me

    Oh heaven’s hell will lead me another way
    One true path of self-destruction
    And resurrection from all pain

    Oh heaven’s hell will never betray
    Life does not require peace or tranquility
    Social codes to obliteration
    And revitalization of better ways


    When I think it all up myself

    And I wonder why did I not try

    When it surrounds my soul

    And I don’t see it sneak in

    When it consumes my life

    And I prayed for a life so far away

    When I give no will

    And I’ve become so far from me

    Heaven’s hell seems here to stay
    For heaven’s hell took you away
    The truth be known I’ve lost my path
    Oh heaven’s hell
    Heaven’s hell shall forever last
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • twin1twin1 Posts: 902
    Oh, I hate to see lost and broken, it makes me sad. This is a good read depop. I wish they find hope and love and no more self-destruction.
    Our love must not be just words, but True Love, which shows itself in action,
    No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
    After you die...you know how to LIVE!
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    twin1 wrote:
    Oh, I hate to see lost and broken, it makes me sad. This is a good read depop. I wish they find hope and love and no more self-destruction.

    they did not:



    Beset:


    Unleash

    Distain

    New world

    No pain

    Feel the grip
    Pulling you this way
    Fingertips
    You loved
    Oh to feel them betray

    Gasping
    Whimper for no more
    Begging for a little remorse
    How did this ever come to be

    Gaping
    Wounded to bone
    Praying for another side of me
    How could it not be foreseen

    One love
    So strong
    To me
    Belong
    Unfair
    Unreal
    A last gasp
    That breath
    Shall be stolen by me
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    twin1 wrote:
    Oh, I hate to see lost and broken, it makes me sad. This is a good read depop. I wish they find hope and love and no more self-destruction.


    Sos was yous roight?
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • sistanumsysistanumsy Posts: 218
    Such a vibrant yet melancholy piece.

    One love
    So strong
    To me
    Belong
    Unfair
    Unreal
    A last gasp
    That breath
    Shall be stolen by me
    __________________
    Well I’ll never feel
    Well I’ll never touch
    I won’t go back
    Because it hurt to much
    K-The lost will do their best to get home, if they are loved. To our soldiers who have given what they had.
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    sistanumsy wrote:
    Such a vibrant yet melancholy piece.

    One love
    So strong
    To me
    Belong
    Unfair
    Unreal
    A last gasp
    That breath
    Shall be stolen by me
    __________________
    Well I’ll never feel
    Well I’ll never touch
    I won’t go back
    Because it hurt to much


    Thankyou kindly.

    I think I am going to start writing in sections like this more often. Pretty much everything I have posted on here is part and part with other pieces. I actually had a series that I posted that are 23 individual posts, all of which tell an evolving story.

    I like the idea of writing several pieces that tie in together.

    anyways, thanks.
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • twin1twin1 Posts: 902
    depopulationINC wrote:
    Thankyou kindly.

    I think I am going to start writing in sections like this more often. Pretty much everything I have posted on here is part and part with other pieces. I actually had a series that I posted that are 23 individual posts, all of which tell an evolving story.

    I like the idea of writing several pieces that tie in together.

    anyways, thanks.

    Thanks cool depop! :)
    Our love must not be just words, but True Love, which shows itself in action,
    No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
    After you die...you know how to LIVE!
  • twin1twin1 Posts: 902
    depopulationINC wrote:
    Sos was yous roight?

    Yeah, it did kinda go how I thought it would, but ohhhh how I wish for happy endings and lots of love! :)
    Our love must not be just words, but True Love, which shows itself in action,
    No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
    After you die...you know how to LIVE!
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    twin1 wrote:
    Yeah, it did kinda go how I thought it would, but ohhhh how I wish for happy endings and lots of love! :)


    me make cheery :) I swear some day I will write stuff with happy endings more consistently. Okay, probably not.
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • coachchriscoachchris Kelowna, British Columbia, Canada Posts: 749
    You're seriously talented...

    Thanks for sharing...
    Adolescence in essence is all about trust.
    Leaving is for the answering machine.
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    coachchris wrote:
    You're seriously talented...

    Thanks for sharing...


    it has been my pleasure
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
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