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depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
edited October 2005 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
I know I tend to write dark lyrics, I have been told so by many people. I cant halp it. Have you ever decided to 'get away from it all' for a bit, to do some soul searching....figure out who you are? I did. Unfortunately I discovered that I am the ideal person I hate. I realized that I have very strong morals and views, and I stand by them, unfortunately I am not so sure I live by them. anyways, im kinda blabberring, but to prove that not all my thoughts are dark and grim:

She
Doesn’t always have to be
She
Should never have the need
She
Can always trust in me

I know it aint a perfect world
But this is what I told the girl
Always do whats in your heart
Alone you don’t have to fight (Im by her side from the start)
I will always be at your side
And you no longer have to hide

She
Should know that she is free
She
Can be the girl she wants to be
She
Can always count on me

Theres no reason for me to lie
For her Id give any sacrifice
Picture of my perfect dream
My perfect girl by all means
The world we brave, her and I
Never gunna let her cry


She
Is all she needs to be
She
Makes me shine and glee
She
The only one for me

you guys rock, I hope to be back soon, hey maybe this week, but I just dont know.


Shes all Ive ever wanted
The one that’s always haunted
Me inside

Shes has never flaunted
All that shes never flaunted
All shes got allI want inside

Shes my crowning glory
My one and only
The only thing Ive got

All my thoughts accounted
My emotions have been mounted
On the wall

Standing here without her
Shes the one I need

All ive ever counted on
The only thing I need
All I ever yearned for
Shes the one for me

Shes standing here before me
I hate to stand in awe
But what else can I do
Shes the vision that I saw

All ive ever counted on
The only thing I need
All I ever yearned for
Shes the one for me

All I know
Is what Im told
Except for her

All I know
Is what I yearn
Its all for her

And what I got
It aint a very lot
But whats she needs

And what I got
Is all the love for her
These are my words
To the end

These are my words
Shes more than I deserve
These are my words
Shes got my love
To the end
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
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  • ISNISN Posts: 1,700
    Shes standing here before me
    I hate to stand in awe
    But what else can I do
    Shes the vision that I saw

    I wrote this whole poetic reply about how women are complete without men, but it got lost in the system......and now I see......that you are gonna be free.....cos you saw liberty
    ....they're asking me to prove why I should be allowed to stay with my baby in Australia, because I'm mentally ill......and they think I should leave......
  • NothingbetterNothingbetter Wichita, KS Posts: 570
    Nothing wrong with darkness. It's easier on the eyes.
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  • pacifierpacifier Posts: 1,009
    sorry, depop, I didn't see this earlier. It's great. I love it. I love love. Especially the kind you are writing :) Thanks for sharing. Really great.
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    thanks pacifier
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • pacifierpacifier Posts: 1,009
    depopulationINC wrote:
    thanks pacifier

    you do realise you wrote two love poems and then sent them to two girls though right? :) I'm sorry but I'm taken and in anycase I'm just not into that two woman thing. sorry. Haha :)
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    lol...never even looked at it that way...lol....good stuff.
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • pacifierpacifier Posts: 1,009
    depopulationINC wrote:
    lol...never even looked at it that way...lol....good stuff.

    Don't worry ISN might still have you :)
  • pacifierpacifier Posts: 1,009
    pacifier wrote:
    Don't worry ISN might still have you :)

    although I'm guessing the poems are about a real life woman, in which case it sounds like you are a lucky man.
  • edeneden Posts: 407
    depopulationINC wrote:
    I realized that I have very strong morals and views, and I stand by them, unfortunately I am not so sure I live by them.

    I am am similar at times.
    When I do that I feel I am a self-righteous hypocrite, which is about the worst thing a person can be besides serial killer.
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    eden wrote:
    I am am similar at times.
    When I do that I feel I am a self-righteous hypocrite, which is about the worst thing a person can be besides serial killer.

    I agree, which is why I have totally changed my life recently. I will not stand by and watch large corporations get away with whatever they want. That is why I quit my job. That is why I did not leave quietly. Since leaving, I have seen 5 others of equal position follow suite. I have been invited, by the company I left, to review some of their practices. They have offerred me a promtion. I made major comotion when I left. Managers have lost their jobs (2 on the way out). I have sat in on meetings and made reccomendations. I will not be employed by this company, but I will gladly take a consulting fee from time to time.

    Live by your convictions. Do not preach 'the right thing' but standle idle saying 'I cant believe they are doing this.' Speak up, be heard. If you can feel the noose tighten, you are probably doing the right thing.
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    pacifier wrote:
    Don't worry ISN might still have you :)

    I didnt even realize that these were 'love songs' till you pointed it out. hmm I am very blind. must stop drinking homemade booze
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • pacifierpacifier Posts: 1,009
    depopulationINC wrote:
    I didnt even realize that these were 'love songs' till you pointed it out. hmm I am very blind. must stop drinking homemade booze

    what are they then!:) how could they not be about love? she's my this and that, the only one for me, etc....Im curious now to think what you were writing about if not love
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    well, I guess thats what it is, I really just didnt notice. It was just words that came out of me. Weird.

    I definatelly see it in the second one now, and the first I guess to. The first was more meant as "you dont have do go through through the rough times alone", but I see what you mean...upon further review....yes...love songs/poems.

    dang diggity....that is cool, I honestly never even realized.
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • pacifierpacifier Posts: 1,009
    depopulationINC wrote:
    well, I guess thats what it is, I really just didnt notice. It was just words that came out of me. Weird.

    I definatelly see it in the second one now, and the first I guess to. The first was more meant as "you dont have do go through through the rough times alone", but I see what you mean...upon further review....yes...love songs/poems.

    dang diggity....that is cool, I honestly never even realized.

    well good for you in any case. I reckon they're pretty cool poems. now on a different topic, has any one noticed an absense of ISN recently?
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    pacifier wrote:
    well good for you in any case. I reckon they're pretty cool poems. now on a different topic, has any one noticed an absense of ISN recently?

    I think I inadvertantly scared her off with these poems
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • pacifierpacifier Posts: 1,009
    depopulationINC wrote:
    I think I inadvertantly scared her off with these poems

    that's a joke right?
    from what I've seen, I don't think anyone could scare her off :)
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    pacifier wrote:
    that's a joke right?
    from what I've seen, I don't think anyone could scare her off :)

    lol, yeah. You just freakin caught me soo off gaurd with the love poem thing.
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • pacifierpacifier Posts: 1,009
    depopulationINC wrote:
    lol, yeah. You just freakin caught me soo off gaurd with the love poem thing.

    Hey, you're the one who wrote it. Cant believe you need an onlooker to tell you what it is that you have just created :).
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    I have never once claimed to be smart or intellectual to any degree. :)
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
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