bleed through it

depopulationINC
depopulationINC Posts: 2,074
edited November 2005 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
sorry, posting problems...
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
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  • depopulationINC
    depopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    Come
    On down to me slowly
    In
    The corner
    Standing all alone
    Locked within my room

    Go now
    It passes on by
    By and by again
    Throbbing
    Pulsating inside my head
    Aching
    Resentment
    Standing inside my gloom

    I
    Well I recall like yesterday
    I
    Well I recall the last words you said
    And all through it
    All through it
    Ooo
    I run through all of it

    Why
    When I was sitting right at you side
    Why
    Did you go away
    Why
    Could I not join in
    You left me hear alive

    Why
    Why
    Why
    Do I survive
    Why
    Why
    Why
    When I don’t want to try
    Why
    Why
    Why
    Not be
    Not be at your side

    Nightfall
    Again will wipe me clean now
    Daylight
    A brand new day
    Why when I wake
    Is it all the same

    The day comes upon me
    Creeping up every year
    Morbid souls around me
    Begging to be near
    The day comes
    The day comes upon me
    The same day every year
    The day comes
    The day comes
    But still I cant shed tear

    Now I
    I feel this every damned year
    And I
    I fear the end is not even near
    I’ll pass
    Pass right by the spot
    Now and then I will slow right down
    Some day I swear I’ll stop
    But why
    Why
    Why
    The crowd gathered round
    They don’t even know
    Why can’t they just leave me this place
    On the day I need it the most

    Why
    Why
    Why
    Do I survive
    Why
    Why
    Why
    When I don’t want to try
    Why
    Why
    Why
    Not be
    Not be at your side

    Nightfall
    Again will wipe me clean now
    Daylight
    A brand new day
    Why when I wake
    Is it all the same

    Every day seems to mend
    Every day still hurts a lot
    Every day I dream
    I dream we made it
    Made it around that bend.



    to P, L , N

    I hope there is peace
    and no more pain
    I pray for it daily
    likely in vein
    I wish it was diferrent
    each day is the same
    thinking of that day
    wish I couldn't see you again

    H
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • twin2
    twin2 Posts: 894
    This one brought tears to my eyes (and I do believe I know what it was about). Well written.
  • depopulationINC
    depopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    Thanks Twin, I do appreciate that, and yes, you know what it is about. Probably the the only one here who does.
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • depopulationINC
    depopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    Come
    On down
    To me slowly
    In
    The corner
    Standing
    All alone
    Locked within my room

    Go
    Now
    It passes on by
    By and by again
    Throbbing
    That pulse
    Inside my head
    Aching
    Resentment
    Standing inside my gloom

    I
    Well I recall like yesterday
    I
    Well I recall the last words you said
    And all through it
    All through it
    Ooo
    I run on through all of it

    Why
    When I was sitting
    Sitting right by you side
    Why
    Did you go
    Away
    Why
    Could I not join in
    You left me hear alive

    Why
    Why
    Why
    Do I survive
    Why
    Why
    Why
    When I don’t want to try
    Why
    Why
    Why
    Not be
    Not be at your side

    Nightfall
    Again
    Might wipe it all away
    Daylight
    A pristine new day
    Why
    Why when I wake
    Is it all the same

    The day comes upon me
    Creeping up every year
    Morbid souls around me
    Begging to be near
    The day comes
    The day comes upon me
    The same day every year
    The day comes
    The day comes
    But still I cant
    I don’t
    I try
    I can’t shed a tear

    Now I
    I feel this every damned year
    And I
    I fear the end is not yet near
    I’ll pass
    Pass right by the spot
    Now and then
    And now
    Now and then
    I will slow right down
    And now
    Now and then
    Now I swear
    I swear
    Some day I swear I’ll stop
    But why
    Why
    Why
    Their crowd gathered round
    They don’t even know
    Why can’t they just leave me this place
    On the day I need it the most

    Why
    Why
    Why
    Do I survive
    Why
    Why
    Why
    When I don’t want to try
    Why
    Why
    Why
    Not be
    Not be at your side

    Nightfall
    Again
    Might wipe it all away
    Daylight
    A pristine new day
    Why
    Why when I wake
    Is it all the same

    Every day
    I see no end
    Every day
    Every day will faintly mend
    Every day
    Every day still hurts a lot
    Every day I
    Every day I
    Every day I
    I dream we made it
    Made it around that bend.
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • Kovo
    Kovo Posts: 255
    Amazing. Not sure if it means the same to me as it does to you, but it still hit me hard.
    I shouldn't have to fight a battle I'll never win, just to lose those I've never had.
  • depopulationINC
    depopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    Kovo wrote:
    Amazing. Not sure if it means the same to me as it does to you, but it still hit me hard.

    Thanks, that means a lot. And I really hope it does not mean the same to you as it does to me.
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • Being Enlightened
    Being Enlightened Posts: 5,746
    So sad but so damn good.
    Forget your perfect offering, there is a crack in everything, that's how the light gets in. - Leonard Cohen
  • depopulationINC
    depopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    thanks all

    there is always cheer in despreation,
    Joy in misery,
    It gives you something real to hope for.
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • pacifier
    pacifier Posts: 1,009
    special...
  • depopulationINC
    depopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    pacifier wrote:
    special...

    yes, from a life alterring experience
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key

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