ok, maybe i meant to reply but never got to it. A lot of them I don't think I have read. Good idea to put them altogether then. I swear I thought I replied to the mary one and the jones one. oh well. they're all good.
That's really sweet that that is about your dad.
Thanks. I have had it in my head for about 6 years, and finally decided to jot it down.
I am planning to eventually pool all my stuff on here together under one thread, but I might just do that on a blog site.
I post a fair amount on here, and would post even more, but do not want to flood the board more than I allready do. A blog site would allow me free rein on posting, wo subduing other great posts. Most of my stuff is crap, and I don't want to post all of that here...just a few a week.
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Thanks. I have had it in my head for about 6 years, and finally decided to jot it down.
I am planning to eventually pool all my stuff on here together under one thread, but I might just do that on a blog site.
I post a fair amount on here, and would post even more, but do not want to flood the board more than I allready do. A blog site would allow me free rein on posting, wo subduing other great posts. Most of my stuff is crap, and I don't want to post all of that here...just a few a week.
Good thing you did jot it down, it turned out really well. So far I haven't seen any crap. Put some crap on here so we can be the judge of that.
Our love must not be just words, but True Love, which shows itself in action,
No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
After you die...you know how to LIVE!
Our love must not be just words, but True Love, which shows itself in action,
No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
After you die...you know how to LIVE!
Good read depop...this is good, thinking outside of the box...a friend of mine once told me "life is all about choices" and it sure is!
Our love must not be just words, but True Love, which shows itself in action,
No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
After you die...you know how to LIVE!
Join Date: Sep 2005
Location: Canada
Posts: 1,521
I fade I fade I fade I fade
I fade away from youth
I fade I fade I fade I fade
I like my rum and cherries nice but wait to long and it all just drifts and fades away
Don’t need none of that sense you bring
I’ll live like this
In my cleanliness
So I show my thoughts
Prevailing winds n tumbleweeds
She says this and I’ll do that and if you like just stop me flat
But be ware I care for you and I’ll swing and follow through
My thoughts
What prevails
I don’t know
Disconcern
If that shows
I’m so perturbed
Discontent
My little world
My mind goes and stays numb
Distill take water
Maybe then learn
Sink on in
To take my world
And flood me out
And loose control
And take it all
And run my world
If all for not
I just don’t know
Lather rinse repeat
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Rove
Open eyes
Seems so now
Good a time as any
Seems to be
The time to start to roam
To pick up pace
To spread my wings and fly
And now I don’t say goodbye
I really don’t want to leave
Can not see your face
Can’t afford to see you eye to eye
I’ll walk along
I’ll carry on
I’ll walk away
Yeah even if you don’t know it’s true
A little bit of me will stay
A little bit of me will bid itself adieu
Walking away
Oh this painful death
Slow and steady
Staying would be a quick demise
Oh with such unyielding doom
Which way to go
Hold on back
Oh walk away
Either way
Dead man walking
Dying a little more each time
I fade away inside
My killing blow
Silver bullet
Staked right through the heart
And bitter coils
I bid it all farewell
And take my final gaze
Stay or go
Oh just where to curl and lay
Both farewell
I speak my final words
Goodbye
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Step
All those feelings get pushed aside
Washed away with every breathe
Suppressed emotions come with time
Passing thought always churn
Raised desires
Creates a yurn
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Join Date: Sep 2005
Don’t need none of that sense you bring
I’ll live like this
In my cleanliness
So I show my thoughts
Prevailing winds n tumbleweeds
She says this and I’ll do that and if you like just stop me flat
But be ware I care for you and I’ll swing and follow through
Distill take water
Maybe then learn
Sink on in
To take my world
And flood me out
And loose control
And take it all
And run my world
If all for not
I just don’t know
Lather rinse repeat
so this came to you while in the shower hugh? good read depop, I liked the lines above best
Our love must not be just words, but True Love, which shows itself in action,
No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
After you die...you know how to LIVE!
Rove
And now I don’t say goodbye
I really don’t want to leave
Can not see your face
Can’t afford to see you eye to eye
Good read depop, as always great choice of words, flows nicely, and shows torture...why leave and why can't you afford to see eye to eye? just curious to what's behind that
Our love must not be just words, but True Love, which shows itself in action,
No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
After you die...you know how to LIVE!
Step
All those feelings get pushed aside
Washed away with every breathe
Suppressed emotions come with time
Passing thought always churn
Raised desires
Creates a yurn
short and sweet, shows some inner desires repressed, interesting title being called mend when it sounds like they are having alot of trouble mending and wind up sweeping it under the rug... good read
Our love must not be just words, but True Love, which shows itself in action,
No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
After you die...you know how to LIVE!
Nothing here
Seems so like
Oh that I can do
But I’ll try again
I’ll try again
Gotta get
Steps I take
This time
Time and time again
Feels like
Well it feels like forever
In these dark and
Oh so many twisted ways
I’ll try again
To do as it is that I said
I’ll try
Oh I’ll try to try to try it all
Time and time again
But the sun keeps on falling
Can you see
Oh I know
You just no longer care
I know what I see
Seems more and more to be too real
To real for me
To real to believe
Looking for that little something
Something I can hold for real
So I try and try again
Empty promises
Oh the time has come
Come upon
Oh the time to walk away
Walk away to try time and time again
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
So
So I stopped, just to stare
So
So I see, saw, no care
Hey
Know, go no fun, not now
Wait
A moment dawned on down
Hey
I thought that I could
No
Was misunderstood
Now
Blister not within the sun
Boils
Not from sex on the beach
Time to forgo this world
So
So I hoped, I do declare
So
So I wait, go, I’ll head to there
Taint
Dropped on in, a little poison
Soiled
Venom veins, surgeon’s glove
Toxin to my pains last fight
Evade
Eclipse
Elude the last of my last pains in sight - D
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Constantly I’m waiting mmm give me something more
Growing so weary, with the persistence of that same old song
Something must be worth standing for
Something I can not see, here now and forevermore
Give me some strength to find end to
Not to carry on, just so to see it all through
Give me a better drug
Give me a better drug
Something that I can need
Give me a better drug
If pains still resides
Well, at least I’ll know it’s all for real
Deep
I can see
All of those shadows
Haunting through and true
Frivolous
Stuck with our ways
Yearning the picture
Clarity for one single day
We’re all just fed more placebos
Not our thoughts that fill our heads
Looking on for big decisions
Caught between such crude deceit
I just can’t believe it
How much more are we not standing for
My ass is so tired
Must stand up to speak choking words
Give me a better drug
Give me a better drug
I’m still going to feel
Maybe there’s something to be learned
Give me a better drug
Give me a better drug
This sweet treat can’t trick my mind
Give me a better drug
I may become dependant
Only because I can’t stay blind
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
A time and place I distinctly remember not recalling nor caring at all or at least ve
A time and place I distinctly remember not recalling nor caring at all or at least very little about:
I I really liked that summer when
When I wish I could recall
Because remembering
That was the life
Or was it merely illusionary, now I just don’t know
Am I Am I I I coming maybe going
Well I just don’t know
It’s hard to remember something
Sometimes
Why’d we have to go so high
It’s so damned cloudy
I really choose not to see a thing
Not that I recognise
Or distinguish
So few and futile in and between
It’s okay when
You can say what’s on your mind
But that’ll involve some thinking
A little effort put upon
Say, do you recall
It’s a feeling to cause surrender
And murmur
Shaking all over the place
Waking
Coming to find
Look do you remember
There was a time
Maybe a presence
Just sit in trance
That really is the upper most mimic
That mirrored image beset
That lies upon your face
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
So...I have had a bit of different inspiration of late...though I would change up from my norm a little.
where are my
where are my
Sometimes your walking
sometimes you running
around
sometimes your searching
sometimes just looking
around
seeking out some one
some one looking
mmmaybe for something
something like in kind
where are my
where are my
where are my my
stopping a second
hey is there time
to ask upon
to ask yourself
maybe this one time
maybe one time again
where are my
where are my
where are my my
and if you look just right
you just mind find
they're walking in the freedom
in the fields
maybe
in the water
somewhere
you might find
where are my
where are my
where are my my
in the hallways
in the water
little fishes
swimming light hearted
with numbfull feelings
never thinking
never concerning
never having
nothing of interest
never me
never on their minds
where are my my
where are my
where are my
where are my my
where are my my
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Time goes on,
always moves along,
with memories
from others eyes
Hold on tightly,
don't subside,
to these memories
even if you know they're all lies
I know it's wrong,
I play along,
false memories are all I have
Watch in glee,
why can't it be,
like this at all anymore
I know it's wrong,
these thoughts don't belong,
memories are not mine
and never really can be
This must be true,
I know it's true,
it tears me up inside
why can't it be,
like this though it never was before
I crave these distant memories
heaven send them down to me
lay them down right here before me
I need something to hold onto
something real enough that I can claim mine
but my how they feel so real
give me comfort while I'm laying here
they must become one of my own
at least until I hold my own to feel
I crave these distant memories
heaven send them down to me
lay them down right here before me
I need something to hold onto
something real enough that I can claim mine
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Comfort story,
warming smile,
silken hands...
something to to ease my thoughts tonight.
praying starts,
to help tonight,
holding tight...
to hopes you will be a shining light.
I just need,
some sympathy.
something near,
to hold dear.
a smiling face,
to hold my grace.
a little something to keep me strong.
hold me, help me dearly.
hold me, help me,
I need you touch tonight.
lay with me in your umbrella...
your shelter is what I require this night.
Winning grin,
oh please let me in,
to enter heavens gates again.
Such pleasantries,
that set me free...
to conceal myself within your heart.
hold me, help me dearly.
hold me, help me,
I need you touch tonight.
lay with me in your umbrella...
your shelter is what I require this night.
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
naa...this is stuff that I posted before. Every now n then I gather the stuff that I've posted that receives no replies and through it in here...I am not sure why.
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
naa...this is stuff that I posted before. Every now n then I gather the stuff that I've posted that receives no replies and through it in here...I am not sure why.
Like I said though...I started this pooling a while back...not sure why.
I can't and don't ever expect a reply...that would not be realistic. I always appreciate comments, but I write mostly as a sorta self therapy...stress relief of sorts I guess.
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Comments
Thanks. I have had it in my head for about 6 years, and finally decided to jot it down.
I am planning to eventually pool all my stuff on here together under one thread, but I might just do that on a blog site.
I post a fair amount on here, and would post even more, but do not want to flood the board more than I allready do. A blog site would allow me free rein on posting, wo subduing other great posts. Most of my stuff is crap, and I don't want to post all of that here...just a few a week.
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Good thing you did jot it down, it turned out really well. So far I haven't seen any crap. Put some crap on here so we can be the judge of that.
No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
After you die...you know how to LIVE!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Ok, yeah that is crap!
No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
After you die...you know how to LIVE!
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Can you feel it
Grows inside
Keep on thinking
I’ll let you dream
While I hop on for a ride
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Goodbye to borders
So long
Is this the way
To world wide order
Hello my friend
Yeah I know it’s been a while
That’s okay
I bid my time
Goodbye to boundaries
Frontier here we come
So so long
Goodbye restraints
I don’t need them
Don’t want to lay tame
It’s not my plan
I know my rights
They fade
They fade away
And with time
I hope that they can stay
They fade
So far away
I don’t want in
I don’t need those constraints
Goodbye
Goodbye to borders
And farewell
This day is mine
I’ll hold it tight
With my departure
The future bright
Don’t want that prison
I’ve made my flight
Goodbye
So long
I say farewell
Hello new world’s order
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
After you die...you know how to LIVE!
Location: Canada
Posts: 1,521
I fade I fade I fade I fade
I fade away from youth
I fade I fade I fade I fade
I like my rum and cherries nice but wait to long and it all just drifts and fades away
Don’t need none of that sense you bring
I’ll live like this
In my cleanliness
So I show my thoughts
Prevailing winds n tumbleweeds
She says this and I’ll do that and if you like just stop me flat
But be ware I care for you and I’ll swing and follow through
My thoughts
What prevails
I don’t know
Disconcern
If that shows
I’m so perturbed
Discontent
My little world
My mind goes and stays numb
Distill take water
Maybe then learn
Sink on in
To take my world
And flood me out
And loose control
And take it all
And run my world
If all for not
I just don’t know
Lather rinse repeat
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Open eyes
Seems so now
Good a time as any
Seems to be
The time to start to roam
To pick up pace
To spread my wings and fly
And now I don’t say goodbye
I really don’t want to leave
Can not see your face
Can’t afford to see you eye to eye
I’ll walk along
I’ll carry on
I’ll walk away
Yeah even if you don’t know it’s true
A little bit of me will stay
A little bit of me will bid itself adieu
Walking away
Oh this painful death
Slow and steady
Staying would be a quick demise
Oh with such unyielding doom
Which way to go
Hold on back
Oh walk away
Either way
Dead man walking
Dying a little more each time
I fade away inside
My killing blow
Silver bullet
Staked right through the heart
And bitter coils
I bid it all farewell
And take my final gaze
Stay or go
Oh just where to curl and lay
Both farewell
I speak my final words
Goodbye
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Step
All those feelings get pushed aside
Washed away with every breathe
Suppressed emotions come with time
Passing thought always churn
Raised desires
Creates a yurn
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
so this came to you while in the shower hugh?
No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
After you die...you know how to LIVE!
No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
After you die...you know how to LIVE!
short and sweet, shows some inner desires repressed, interesting title being called mend when it sounds like they are having alot of trouble mending and wind up sweeping it under the rug... good read
No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
After you die...you know how to LIVE!
"Cleansliness is godlines"
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Nothing here
Seems so like
Oh that I can do
But I’ll try again
I’ll try again
Gotta get
Steps I take
This time
Time and time again
Feels like
Well it feels like forever
In these dark and
Oh so many twisted ways
I’ll try again
To do as it is that I said
I’ll try
Oh I’ll try to try to try it all
Time and time again
But the sun keeps on falling
Can you see
Oh I know
You just no longer care
I know what I see
Seems more and more to be too real
To real for me
To real to believe
Looking for that little something
Something I can hold for real
So I try and try again
Empty promises
Oh the time has come
Come upon
Oh the time to walk away
Walk away to try time and time again
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
So
So I stopped, just to stare
So
So I see, saw, no care
Hey
Know, go no fun, not now
Wait
A moment dawned on down
Hey
I thought that I could
No
Was misunderstood
Now
Blister not within the sun
Boils
Not from sex on the beach
Time to forgo this world
So
So I hoped, I do declare
So
So I wait, go, I’ll head to there
Taint
Dropped on in, a little poison
Soiled
Venom veins, surgeon’s glove
Toxin to my pains last fight
Evade
Eclipse
Elude the last of my last pains in sight - D
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Placebo Effect
---Ambient Spectrum
Constantly I’m waiting mmm give me something more
Growing so weary, with the persistence of that same old song
Something must be worth standing for
Something I can not see, here now and forevermore
Give me some strength to find end to
Not to carry on, just so to see it all through
Give me a better drug
Give me a better drug
Something that I can need
Give me a better drug
If pains still resides
Well, at least I’ll know it’s all for real
Deep
I can see
All of those shadows
Haunting through and true
Frivolous
Stuck with our ways
Yearning the picture
Clarity for one single day
We’re all just fed more placebos
Not our thoughts that fill our heads
Looking on for big decisions
Caught between such crude deceit
I just can’t believe it
How much more are we not standing for
My ass is so tired
Must stand up to speak choking words
Give me a better drug
Give me a better drug
I’m still going to feel
Maybe there’s something to be learned
Give me a better drug
Give me a better drug
This sweet treat can’t trick my mind
Give me a better drug
I may become dependant
Only because I can’t stay blind
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
A time and place I distinctly remember not recalling nor caring at all or at least very little about:
I I really liked that summer when
When I wish I could recall
Because remembering
That was the life
Or was it merely illusionary, now I just don’t know
Am I Am I I I coming maybe going
Well I just don’t know
It’s hard to remember something
Sometimes
Why’d we have to go so high
It’s so damned cloudy
I really choose not to see a thing
Not that I recognise
Or distinguish
So few and futile in and between
It’s okay when
You can say what’s on your mind
But that’ll involve some thinking
A little effort put upon
Say, do you recall
It’s a feeling to cause surrender
And murmur
Shaking all over the place
Waking
Coming to find
Look do you remember
There was a time
Maybe a presence
Just sit in trance
That really is the upper most mimic
That mirrored image beset
That lies upon your face
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
So...I have had a bit of different inspiration of late...though I would change up from my norm a little.
where are my
where are my
Sometimes your walking
sometimes you running
around
sometimes your searching
sometimes just looking
around
seeking out some one
some one looking
mmmaybe for something
something like in kind
where are my
where are my
where are my my
stopping a second
hey is there time
to ask upon
to ask yourself
maybe this one time
maybe one time again
where are my
where are my
where are my my
and if you look just right
you just mind find
they're walking in the freedom
in the fields
maybe
in the water
somewhere
you might find
where are my
where are my
where are my my
in the hallways
in the water
little fishes
swimming light hearted
with numbfull feelings
never thinking
never concerning
never having
nothing of interest
never me
never on their minds
where are my my
where are my
where are my
where are my my
where are my my
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Time goes on,
always moves along,
with memories
from others eyes
Hold on tightly,
don't subside,
to these memories
even if you know they're all lies
I know it's wrong,
I play along,
false memories are all I have
Watch in glee,
why can't it be,
like this at all anymore
I know it's wrong,
these thoughts don't belong,
memories are not mine
and never really can be
This must be true,
I know it's true,
it tears me up inside
why can't it be,
like this though it never was before
I crave these distant memories
heaven send them down to me
lay them down right here before me
I need something to hold onto
something real enough that I can claim mine
but my how they feel so real
give me comfort while I'm laying here
they must become one of my own
at least until I hold my own to feel
I crave these distant memories
heaven send them down to me
lay them down right here before me
I need something to hold onto
something real enough that I can claim mine
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
I remember sitting
just sitting around and thinking
was just the other day
needed words to help describe
to lead for others
help them realize
A love just like
a jellybean
its hard, but soft
gooey in between
we taste like mango
n tangerine
I think I've found
just what I want
it looks like you
your in my sight
I know I know
what do you mean
I know I know
is what I want that plain to see
I take your lips
provide the kiss
it makes you melt
fall into dreams
the seize the day
do what feels nice
and rub your thighs
and in between
I know I know
what do you mean
I know I know
what I want is what you need
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Comfort story,
warming smile,
silken hands...
something to to ease my thoughts tonight.
praying starts,
to help tonight,
holding tight...
to hopes you will be a shining light.
I just need,
some sympathy.
something near,
to hold dear.
a smiling face,
to hold my grace.
a little something to keep me strong.
hold me, help me dearly.
hold me, help me,
I need you touch tonight.
lay with me in your umbrella...
your shelter is what I require this night.
Winning grin,
oh please let me in,
to enter heavens gates again.
Such pleasantries,
that set me free...
to conceal myself within your heart.
hold me, help me dearly.
hold me, help me,
I need you touch tonight.
lay with me in your umbrella...
your shelter is what I require this night.
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Take these strings,
pull at your own free will.
Marionette stands,
go ahead....
yahhhh gotta get cheap thrills
Remember when I was waiting there
Hoping that you would meet me there
Praying once again this time
gotta gotta get cheap thrills
gotta gotta get cheap thrills
gotta gotta get myyyyy cheap thrills
Remember a time and a certain place
Back when I could still put you in your place
Creating just a little sensibility
How those times do come
How now we watch them fade away
Giving up, giving in to change
gotta gotta get cheap thrills
gotta gotta get cheap thrills
gotta gotta get myyyyy cheap thrills
gotta gotta get cheap thrills
gotta gotta get cheap thrills
gotta gotta get myyyyy cheap thrills
I don't think I'm gunna hold back no not this time
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
naa...this is stuff that I posted before. Every now n then I gather the stuff that I've posted that receives no replies and through it in here...I am not sure why.
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
Ooohh
Like I said though...I started this pooling a while back...not sure why.
I can't and don't ever expect a reply...that would not be realistic. I always appreciate comments, but I write mostly as a sorta self therapy...stress relief of sorts I guess.
And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key