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  • twin1
    twin1 Posts: 902
    thanks

    I have a few more for this series, but I think I am going to toss a spade full of earth atop them/this

    Too bad you are giving them a dirt nap, I for one would like to read them and always look forward to your posts
    Our love must not be just words, but True Love, which shows itself in action,
    No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
    After you die...you know how to LIVE!
  • coachchris
    coachchris Kelowna, British Columbia, Canada Posts: 749
    These last two were especially amazing work! I've said it before but it needs to be said again. If you ever decide to get your work published let me know and I'll be the first in line. I'm constantly awed and envious of your talent depop. Thank you for continuing to share your work with us!!
    Adolescence in essence is all about trust.
    Leaving is for the answering machine.
  • depopulationINC
    depopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    pacifier wrote:
    I really like all of these, especially the last two.

    why thankyou Mz Pacman...how are you doing...how far along are you now?
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • depopulationINC
    depopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    twin1 wrote:
    Great reads depop. The first was more aggressive and blunt and the second more introspective...good stuff

    yeah, I have been kinda focussing on stuff that truly upsets me on this thread. I guess its kinda like me venting.
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • depopulationINC
    depopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    coachchris wrote:
    These last two were especially amazing work! I've said it before but it needs to be said again. If you ever decide to get your work published let me know and I'll be the first in line. I'm constantly awed and envious of your talent depop. Thank you for continuing to share your work with us!!

    hey, thats 2 copies now. well, 1 I guess....I would probably give a copy to my mom

    :)

    no


    no



    screw that....she can pay...



    but I will give her a 2.8% discount

    ;)
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • depopulationINC
    depopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    What the heck, I will post another couple:




    Falsified
    Forgone
    Freedom

    What now rings
    What now tolls
    I once heard some chiming
    That has not been here in quite a while
    And what now will the future bring
    I do wish that it wasn’t so clear
    How I love these temptations
    Drawing discontent ever so near
    Maybe a dead-end will cause retraction
    Wiping the tables clear
    Maybe undaunting footsteps will bring something else
    Thrust evolution
    Something more than what is drowning in our tears
    Trusting in the progress of man
    Leaves me weeping
    Leaves my head lowered into my hands

    But I can not tolerate
    Standing here and watching this
    May not do many things right
    Just aiming for something less than what already here
    Just need something
    Begging for something
    To tame what the future brings
    A little potential
    Glimmering hope
    To bring us some lesser things

    Bittersweet revelations
    Realizing no master plan
    Give in to this world
    Another to follow the lead of a weaker man
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • depopulationINC
    depopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    With no feeling
    Am I numb
    Am I breathing
    Have I come undone
    It all seems senseless
    What is the point
    Am I living
    Is this life

    I’ve been hiding, in deeper holes
    I’ve stopped shaking, done growing cold
    Upside
    I’ll see it through
    I’m not trying
    Not living too
    Walking zombie
    Unconscious to pain
    It’s not hurting
    I’m numb once again

    Insincere conclusion
    Delusions of where it all began
    Former moments
    Miss recalled time and time again
    Fictionary pissing
    Of a life that’s not to blame
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • pacifier
    pacifier Posts: 1,009
    why thankyou Mz Pacman...how are you doing...how far along are you now?

    Doing good, thanks for asking. Just three months to go now.
  • pacifier
    pacifier Posts: 1,009

    Trusting in the progress of man
    Leaves me weeping
    Leaves my head lowered into my hands


    Give in to this world
    Another to follow the lead of a weaker man

    I like these parts especially
  • thanks....
    and If you are looking for names....De

    ;)


    actually, I was kidding with a buddy, and I don't know where it came from, but I said I liked the name Dep.......He stole it BASTARTD.....I am presently plotting revenge.
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • twin1
    twin1 Posts: 902
    Bittersweet revelations
    Realizing no master plan
    Give in to this world
    Another to follow the lead of a weaker man

    good one depop, I like the lines above, kinda brought you on a journey reading it like they were trying to discover something and gave up
    Our love must not be just words, but True Love, which shows itself in action,
    No one needs a smile more than someone who fails to give one,
    After you die...you know how to LIVE!
  • Passing On:


    Move away
    Take those steps today
    Bathe in triumph that comes from passing yourself along
    Live by those words
    Even if you don’t see the shame
    Given time I know that these chores split from right to wrong

    But then at times it seems there’s more to you than meets the eye
    I look in awe while you once again blow my mind
    Just a shimmer, fleeting moment in rushing time
    Maybe less, but then what’s more
    Seeing this has brought on so much that we were no asking nor waiting for

    See soul floating
    There goes the darkest dove
    Peace of mind, much more than expected of
    Close your eyes
    Find in time
    What was it that you hoped for luv

    Life not lived is not for fighting for
    Empty dreams craft hollow goals
    No purpose makes all not worth combating over
    Need a purpose
    Need a little something
    Gotta have a passion worth dying over and more

    Maybe this is all just nothing
    Dying slowly in pursuit of something
    Seems a little less painful than not having anything worth dying for
    Maybe this is just rubbish
    Fools words spoken
    Nothing lays hidden here that makes listening worth

    See soul floating
    There goes the darkest dove
    Peace of mind, much more than expected of
    Close your eyes
    Find in time
    What was it that you hoped for luv

    Is there a little something worth having
    A little something you’re dying for
    Is there a little something your soul desires
    A little something you’re reaching for
    Is there a little something
    A little something in your world
    Is there a little something
    What could you be waiting for
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • pacifier
    pacifier Posts: 1,009
    thanks....
    and If you are looking for names....De

    ;)


    actually, I was kidding with a buddy, and I don't know where it came from, but I said I liked the name Dep.......He stole it BASTARTD.....I am presently plotting revenge.

    Thanks for the suggestion, but we already have some other names in mind

    How exactly do you get revenge for such a thing? have children just so you can steal his favourite names? :)
  • pacifier wrote:
    Thanks for the suggestion, but we already have some other names in mind

    How exactly do you get revenge for such a thing? have children just so you can steal his favourite names? :)


    that seems much easier and far less sinister than what I had in mind...

    I was going to legally change my name to match his for a month.
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • pacifier
    pacifier Posts: 1,009
    that seems much easier and far less sinister than what I had in mind...

    I was going to legally change my name to match his for a month.

    somehow I don't no that having a child would be any easier than changing your name for a month. Let's see, having a child for a lifetime or changing your name for a month? I know which I would choose if I was single (I'm assuming you are single now). Also, it's probably a much cheaper option in the long run to change your name, but one month doesn't seem long enough to cause a fuss, maybe a year or two?
  • pacifier wrote:
    somehow I don't no that having a child would be any easier than changing your name for a month. Let's see, having a child for a lifetime or changing your name for a month? I know which I would choose if I was single (I'm assuming you are single now). Also, it's probably a much cheaper option in the long run to change your name, but one month doesn't seem long enough to cause a fuss, maybe a year or two?


    nononono.....you got me allllllll wrong I will have a child with someone and give it one of his favorate names.

    I said nothing about keeping it.....my god, that would be expensive. Besides, I figure I better have 5 or 6 kids at once, in case he has a boys name and they are all girls or something....This is no way I could afford to support a kid with 6 different women.....thats just silly!!!

    :)
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • pacifier
    pacifier Posts: 1,009
    nononono.....you got me allllllll wrong I will have a child with someone and give it one of his favorate names.

    I said nothing about keeping it.....my god, that would be expensive. Besides, I figure I better have 5 or 6 kids at once, in case he has a boys name and they are all girls or something....This is no way I could afford to support a kid with 6 different women.....thats just silly!!!

    :)

    I was going to say to really take revenge you would have to have another child each time he comes up with a favourite name, and that could be a never ending list. But if you're not planning on sticking around I doubt the mums will give you much say in what the child is called (plus, they will probably be planning their own revenge against you), so I don't think your plan will work. Unless maybe you settle down with someone who comes from a long line of triplets and get to work having kids straight away, but then that brings in the cost and effort again. No, it seems the name change is the easier option.
  • pacifier wrote:
    I was going to say to really take revenge you would have to have another child each time he comes up with a favourite name, and that could be a never ending list. But if you're not planning on sticking around I doubt the mums will give you much say in what the child is called (plus, they will probably be planning their own revenge against you), so I don't think your plan will work. Unless maybe you settle down with someone who comes from a long line of triplets and get to work having kids straight away, but then that brings in the cost and effort again. No, it seems the name change is the easier option.

    wellllll.....Ias far as not letting me name them....I can stick around for 9 months, then "go for a jug of milk"
    and as for there revenge....hey, I guess I would desrve it, and I am willing to live with that.

    In all seriousness though, I was pretty supprised that the chose to use the name, but I am more than happy to give it up. It is fare trade for being able to be his bad influence while he grows up. Oh, and his nickname WILL be either Tebor or Peppe/Pepsi...gawwd I gotta stop watching the Simpsons.

    No, My revenge is simple....the loudest toys on the market for birthdays and Xmas....trumpets, drums, sirens (and every time I come over, I will bring batteries)....

    MWAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • pacifier
    pacifier Posts: 1,009
    wellllll.....Ias far as not letting me name them....I can stick around for 9 months, then "go for a jug of milk"
    and as for there revenge....hey, I guess I would desrve it, and I am willing to live with that.

    In all seriousness though, I was pretty supprised that the chose to use the name, but I am more than happy to give it up. It is fare trade for being able to be his bad influence while he grows up. Oh, and his nickname WILL be either Tebor or Peppe/Pepsi...gawwd I gotta stop watching the Simpsons.

    No, My revenge is simple....the loudest toys on the market for birthdays and Xmas....trumpets, drums, sirens (and every time I come over, I will bring batteries)....

    MWAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

    haha :D I think that is probably the most torturous revenge I can think of. Good one.

    ps you can never watch too much simpsons :)
  • I knew you when
    You did not pretend
    That you were so happy with your life
    I think back to then
    When it all began
    The times when you were treated right
    You chose your path
    I hated that
    When you strolled right out of my life

    Now you stand right here
    I can see your tears
    Am I supposed to feel the same another time
    You beg and plead
    Like when I was on my knees
    How can I forgive all the pain you caused inside
    So walk away
    I’ll do the same
    Don’t need to once again swallow my pride
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key