Spirals

depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
Shallow dreams
I reveal
what's inside
what I make real

muffled cries
with empty screams
make me shudder
when I don't conceal

empty prayers
time again I'll plead
from the time that I open
to the time that I won't bleed
empty needs
empty me

bitter dreams
suffocating
grudge is red
when I don't appeal

whispered well
and then dispelled
crested arms
will never reach to feel

empty prayers
time again I'll plead
from the time that I open
to the time that I won't bleed
empty needs
release me
The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

And I won't make the same mistakes
(Because I know)
Because I know how much time that wastes
(And function)
Function is the key
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  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    rewrite:


    Shallow dreams
    which I reveal
    what's inside
    what I make real

    muffled cries
    empty screams
    make me shudder
    when not concealed

    empty prayers
    time again I plead
    from the time I open
    to when I won't bleed
    empty needs
    empty me

    bitter dreams
    suffocating
    grudge is red
    when I don't appeal

    whispered well
    and then dispelled
    crested arms
    will never reach to feel

    empty prayers
    time again I plead
    from the time I open
    when I just won't bleed
    empty needs
    empty me

    ways to heal
    to set me free
    I just don't know
    I just can't see

    holding out
    and making plans
    to clear this road
    bring comforting
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • deadnotedeadnote Posts: 1,678
    awesome poem
    set your laughter free

    dreamer in my dream

    we got the guns

    i love you,but im..............callin out.........callin out
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    deadnote wrote:
    awesome poem

    thanks
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    The darkness that lingers
    just makes me wonder
    brings on emotions
    ringing my bones with a chill

    I know that it's so
    can feel the gripping
    of a thought that just kills

    I ponder
    I linger
    go hollow
    so emptied
    the touch of those passionless fingers
    I ponder
    I figure
    see heartache
    become bewildered
    the memory won't fade, not ever

    the bottles before me
    I coarse in the veins
    doesn't make better
    but masks all the pain

    I know that it's so
    can feel the gripping
    of a thought that just kills
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    It's not an emotion
    or a feeling that I care to share
    it's not a decision
    not one that I ever bared

    I like it
    everything is well enough
    I keep it
    northing's really meant to change
    in the end we're going to up the same
    I feed it
    step on back I'm jumping in
    I need it
    this can only turn out one fucking way

    It's not that
    I didn't stop and open up my eyes
    it's not that
    I didn't try to change my way
    can't help it
    this horse is riding on my fucking back again

    some say that
    I must have gone some kind of insane
    some say that
    there's wrong deep within my brain
    I say that
    excuses are so god damned lame
    stand there
    stand back
    just leave me right the fuck alone
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    Peace,
    in something I can't seem to see
    begging for some comforting
    pushing off those who come to me
    failing hard by confronting
    race,
    falling back upon bucking heels
    dust muddied up in its bucking
    don't look down
    wrapping rein tight upon my sleeve

    hold it it up
    and hold up your head
    if it's in your hands
    well yeah you have found
    the soul of me
    and what I'll never be
    I hold regrets myself
    but just can't recall
    I'm not too sure
    please I appeal
    don't hold so tight
    to what can't be healed

    Peace,
    I can see within your eyes
    truth is told
    you got a really rotten deal
    to love so much
    and even though I know
    wish to god that I were really here
    can't contain myself
    fuck I guess it shows

    and does this feel good
    while I fade to black
    you should just let get
    please don't look back
    relinquishing
    might buy you time
    it might hurt now
    don't let me drag you down
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    I'm so raped, I'm so done, I'm so beat
    I wish I had a will
    I'm so drained, I'm so weak, I'm so shot
    never had a prayer

    Do what you you want
    say what you will
    I don't have a plan
    you can take us there
    let us go away
    we could use a trip
    contemplating death
    I'm so sick of this

    I'm so raped, I'm so done, I'm so beat
    I wish I had a will
    I'm so drained, I'm so weak, I'm so shot
    never had a prayer

    Do just what you want
    I hardly show a will
    we can't sit around
    it's smashing down the door
    breaking into sweat
    I never did anything
    steady up the pace
    though I can't fucking breath
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    heightened awareness
    thoughts they just linger
    grasping to conquer
    at what is not real
    I had a passion
    was a believer
    now I'm just empty
    the pain is so real

    remember big JT
    and ex girlfriend Lindsay
    I know I'll end up that way
    pray for poor Alex
    and his little bro Matty
    God I really hoped they wouldn't end the same

    failed at confronting
    I know it will haunt me
    one of these days
    wounds will fail to heal
    so self inflicted
    damn this addiction
    is this a gray plot
    is it all in my head

    this life is a forsaken
    for the lives I've seen taken
    seen so many of them fall to the same grave
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    rearranged

    Bone from flesh
    and rotting out
    with a feeling left
    somewhere within
    to cleanse the soul
    and let dark in
    taking time
    for untold tales
    of strung out boys
    and those party girls
    and midnight naps
    and craving shade
    while wasting life
    in endless days
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    I've been here before
    where did I go wrong
    didn't try to do this
    not a place that you belong
    I know I've said I'm sorry
    god I know you've heard this all before
    I mean every sentence
    the truth bleeds from my soul

    in the touches of winter
    your the sun in my passage
    when I'm white and I'm sunken
    your light that leads me to shore
    for a chance at some triumph
    know that I'll hurt you some more
    it's not that I mean to
    I'm just happiness's cure
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
  • lalalalaaaaaaaalalalalaaaaaaaa Posts: 2,445
    If you haven't already listened to Tool's Lateralus album...you should really do that asap...or at least read some of the lyrics.

    :)
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