goodbye memories (in control of it)

depopulationINC

Well I’ve been walking ‘round
And I’m really learning now
Yeah I teach myself much too fast
The dessert has a memory
How I wonder now
Yeah it’s dry, but I’m drowning in the past

Every thought that I’ve had
Well you know they never last
Why don’t it ever last
Seems I always question this

I'm just not in control of it

well I'm loosing self control
and so the story goes
there's a picture that is told
there's a subtle memory
of the way things used to be

Well I'm loosing self control
and so the story goes
did I ever have a hold
seems I've lost my grasp
and it's spinning much too fast
it all remains a mystery

I'm just not in control of it

There's a distant memory
so far, I can not see
and I'm reaching for a grasp
it's one I think I want to know
let it spread it's wings
now it's in control of me

I'm just not in control of it
Say hello to goodbye memories