venting

twin1

You think that I'm down because you hurt me,
that I can't go on because you made me cry,
don't think because I'm soft inside and you know my buttons,
that you can destroy me or the fight will kill what's loving and alive,

You can make me suffer because I allow it,
but that control is not yours, never was, it's not even mine,
I have all the compassion in the world and accept people where they are,
but if you overstep your bounds I will not shrivel up and die,

You will see a side like a stone without budging,
don't think behind the calm and peacefulness a tiger can not lie,
because I choose to be patient doesn't mean I can't fight with passion,
doesn't mean that I'm not human,
doesn't mean I have no eyes,

I will accept the consequences for my actions,
wouldn't be the first time I've walked on the edge or
dove headfirst when I'm lacking,
you want to call it fiesty because I won't be a floormat,
call it what you like, love doesn't stop me from doing what's right,

Well I can be your best friend and your lover,
treat you better than you can imagine,
make your fantasies realities because I do have that knowledge,

In the heart of a woman lies alot more than I'm sharing,
don't think it's so simple, so easy and I'll fall in line,
you forget that I've never been a princess,
it's been alot harder than easier for me,

I am only small in stature and little on the outside,
you can hold down the outside and kick my heart around all you like,
but you can't destroy my spirit -
because that's still all mine...

twin2

Hey sis. Kinda like dynamite comes in small packages? Let me move on outta your way. I liked this by the way. Hope all is well with you.