Not you again

midnight tunes

Ten years have passed
I 've seen you here and there
You knew before I did
or is it the other way around
Life has blessings
curses, or even the strange
You are happy,
I'm surviving
I think to myself
Joy is internal, happiness is all external
Frustration is dismal
yet beautiful on the outside
Is that all that matters in this
day and age?
Maybe I don't understand love
Maybe you don't understand love
Whatever it may be
You live happily
and I suffer...
No mind,
not due to you
My sorrows are true
Life has its toll
No lines
Black and white..
a shade of gray
I hope you dance forever,
and love until you emerge to the otherside
I will not wait and wonder,
it just came around again today
My dreams....
Leave me alone, yet I've been left alone
Silent comments send vibes
Cruise around or remain stationary
You don't have to send a sign
or even sign an arm
I have no skin