Poetry Vault: Part I
jammergurl
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I am in a mood tonight....so I picked this one out of my personal vault back when I was in high school. Let me know what you think:
Hands that Turn
The hours passed
time swallowed into dust
affliction of the mind
reluctant nights air inspired by your stars...
altered sould aligned near to you
enticing love is near to us
such remote thoughts abandoned
relinquished gypsies
taken by the fog of melancholy
why do the hands turn?
PASSIVE INTERLUDES
my endurance is coming to it's end
reckless arousal
intentional tears of yourself
mellow pain for the deceased
seclusion from a stranger
because it just causes the evils.
the
~Pain of the Flesh~
Hands that Turn
The hours passed
time swallowed into dust
affliction of the mind
reluctant nights air inspired by your stars...
altered sould aligned near to you
enticing love is near to us
such remote thoughts abandoned
relinquished gypsies
taken by the fog of melancholy
why do the hands turn?
PASSIVE INTERLUDES
my endurance is coming to it's end
reckless arousal
intentional tears of yourself
mellow pain for the deceased
seclusion from a stranger
because it just causes the evils.
the
~Pain of the Flesh~
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I am myself........like you some how.........(Release)
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I am myself........like you some how.........(Release)
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filled with my impartial thoughts
between the empathic haze
faces of animosity appear
seperated from all others
this glossy eyed pain
I feel for you what you had felt for me
enchanting winds bring forth reality
This distance I have felt belongs to you
not even the most kindred of spirits could elevate
you from this vast hole you have made for yourself...
The intoxicating vapors begin to speak to you
This hole knows what you thought secret
such an illusion you have built
Abundant lies invade your soul
yet, you are so unaware of what you have begun.
I am myself........like you some how.........(Release)
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Angel
Elevate me from this vast hole I have fallen
Save me angel for I am calling
I cannot lift myself above
for I have lost, and I lack love
silent whispers as I moan, I cannot face this world alone.
Save me angel from this night, I can no longer put up a fight.
Eternal
You speak of me
but you do not realize the power of my love runs deeper than the soul
Why do you play these games?
Simple tease
Tantilizes every hair upon my body
you send chills down my spine
I want yours to be mine
Lushious pain
I understand you think of me
but you withdrawl from it all
How can I say I love you, I do
my flesh yearns for your clever touch
heaven only knows I'd miss you this much
my blood flows only for you
if only I know how to take control
ease your mind
release your concern
because for you my eternal flame will burn
forever burning for you...
I am myself........like you some how.........(Release)
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In the back of my mind, he is always there
for some reason I just couldn't forget him
I could feel him in my heart, he wasn't far way
I wanted him closer
so I went to find what I was looking for,
replaying in my mind what I would say...and I found him (destiny)
there was something felt that could not be explained
no one will ever really understand,
but I had always known what I wanted, and it was him
We played it off for awhile, but nothing could hold us back
true meanings had been exposed
we talked about the simple things, but it was deeper than that
he never regretted what happened before
after all of his wrong doings I wanted him more
his words rolled off his tongue with such ease, sly and simple
I know how it really was and I showed him
he knew too and fell under the spell
just to touch him felt so good
he didn't want to say goodbye, but if he had to it was going to be good
he leaned against the car and gave me a kiss that will have me begging for more...
It's been so long, but I still do love him.
I am myself........like you some how.........(Release)
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Your abundant lies,
your putrid heart
how could you let us fall apart?
I looked into your eyes to see what I had thought was reality
I knew it was hard, I felt your fear,
but all I wanted was to hold you near
I gave you all that I could give
now was our time, time to live
but you went along another path
slowly clutched me within your wrath
enchanted by a feeling that seemed so real (but it was fake)
along with it my heart did break.
NOTE: I have always hated these last two lines...cheesy, but whatever.
I am myself........like you some how.........(Release)
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She can't explain the hurt, the words, the anger
She feels like a fool, in love...
No matter what she says they come out all wrong
Innocent obsession,yet she can't let go
Every time she sees him she secretly wants him more
He reads her thoughts, knows every one of them...
He just smiles, unknowing she glares over and tries to do the same...
it doesn't work. She is frustrated but in a good way
This mysteriousness about him intimidates her...
Then she thinks of the other one...
the one that comes inbetween and makes everything stop
Anger overwelms her
Deep inside her thoughts are uncertain
The tears she holds inside burn, like the flame she imagines between him and her.
She doesn't realize that the other one is confused too....she is not the demon that she thinks she is.
The thing that is so ironic is that none of them understand.
That is just the way love is...complicated...deep...hard to explain, but when it happens you know that it is there.
I am myself........like you some how.........(Release)
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No More
False accusations
pain & frustrations
glorified tears
heartfelt fears
slipping away, gasping for breath
one step closer, closer to death
with aggression and sorrow,
we wait for tomorrow
fading memories are all I have left...
I try to show you, you push me away
things go bad, I still say OK?
I am myself........like you some how.........(Release)
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Drive me, drain me, consume me
push me, pull me
Hold me, love me, show me
There is hope, a tiny flame
within still burns
despite the tears and desolate fears
learn to let go and I will too, all I want is to be with you
you've shown me more than I could see
why can't you just believe in me
I see behind those empty stares
something inside that truly cares
so fragile I feel anymore
frail and easy to break
don't know how much more that I can take
I'm not shutting you out, I'm taking you in
you've touched me somewhere deep within
Strong emotions, good and bad
I miss those special times we had
those times that you could make me smile
these things that make it seem worth while
the more you open up the more I understand
somethings are not that easy to see
but it makes much more sense when you explain to me
you used to say I'm not the same
I do not give you all the blame...
I know I've been wrong, yet you are right
anymore all we do is fight
all I ask is not tonight
please no more..
I'll give you what you're asking for.
I am myself........like you some how.........(Release)
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Trapped
Trapped inside -
knowing what was done was wrong
Nothing could take it back
never again, all trust in me fails-
I tried but I guess I didn't try hard enough
what I did was wrong
never again, last words spoken,
but are they really meant?
Confusion overwelms my head....
what is happening
what is happening to me?
I want to leave, leave those thoughts behind
but I am so trapped inside
I see the walls but there is no door
what the hell am I searching for?
Some things you just can't forget
I understand what I did was wrong-
Take it back, take it back, take it away from me.
Take it all away---
I am myself........like you some how.........(Release)
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Awwww thanks girl. You know I will respond to your thread
I LOVE this one!!
~*STONEY PONY all the WAY!*~
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"For the world, not for the war"-Neil Finn