Afflictions
stoneygali
Posts: 148
Sadness
Crying
Not understanding why
Darkness envelopes me
As I try to figure out
A reason for these feelings
Outside things are going good
going as planned
Inside Im silently dying
Trying to hold in the pain
Feeling alone
A prison to myself
A prison to my pain
Silencing
I feel is their game
Stuffing my sadness
Stuffing my tears
Something Ive learned to do for many years
Its part of my life
Its part of the plan
To keep everyone outside
And hurt as Silently as I can
Crying
Not understanding why
Darkness envelopes me
As I try to figure out
A reason for these feelings
Outside things are going good
going as planned
Inside Im silently dying
Trying to hold in the pain
Feeling alone
A prison to myself
A prison to my pain
Silencing
I feel is their game
Stuffing my sadness
Stuffing my tears
Something Ive learned to do for many years
Its part of my life
Its part of the plan
To keep everyone outside
And hurt as Silently as I can
I never meant to hurt you, mi diablo, mi amigo, but I've built up so much character I have an alter ego. I have to make a clean break & I have to do it quick because the pain you give me babe would make Cal Ripken call in sick!!!
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