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stoneygalistoneygali Posts: 148
edited April 2006 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
I want to listen to his voice so bad but I am ashamed. Ashamed to cry in front of him and because of him, his cry helps my cry...to give that release. But I am still ashamed. I don't want him to see me cry because of his music. but he gives me, my release. He gives me that push, still I don't want him to know. Half of me wants to cry while the other doesn't becuase I don't want to cry hard. Even though that's what I need. But I hold back so this is why i am sick and have a hole in my stomach, all cuz I won't let the tears begin to flow.
I never meant to hurt you, mi diablo, mi amigo, but I've built up so much character I have an alter ego. I have to make a clean break & I have to do it quick because the pain you give me babe would make Cal Ripken call in sick!!!
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  • Being EnlightenedBeing Enlightened Posts: 5,746
    I don't know why we sometimes feel ashamed to show emotion, it's natural. :) Silly human beings.
    Forget your perfect offering, there is a crack in everything, that's how the light gets in. - Leonard Cohen
  • stoneygalistoneygali Posts: 148
    i am definity a : Silly human being"
    I never meant to hurt you, mi diablo, mi amigo, but I've built up so much character I have an alter ego. I have to make a clean break & I have to do it quick because the pain you give me babe would make Cal Ripken call in sick!!!
  • Being EnlightenedBeing Enlightened Posts: 5,746
    stoneygali wrote:
    i am definity a : Silly human being"

    :D We be like 2 peas in a pod then, stoney! :D Hee Hee!
    Forget your perfect offering, there is a crack in everything, that's how the light gets in. - Leonard Cohen
  • hellbent1hellbent1 Posts: 44
    Yes that is so true...
    by the way this is : stoneygali I have two accounts on here
    thanks you for quoting me
    "The money flew down and stole my cracker!"

    "Every time I go to the doctors I get a jacket, a straight one. It makes me feel special because I get to hug myself."

    I am myself like you somehow.
    I'll wait up in the dark for you to speak to me.
    How I've opened up. Release me.
  • Being EnlightenedBeing Enlightened Posts: 5,746
    hellbent1 wrote:
    Yes that is so true...
    by the way this is : stoneygali I have two accounts on here
    thanks you for quoting me

    :D "Hellbent, hellbent for leather..." :D

    You're welcome, silly. :)
    Forget your perfect offering, there is a crack in everything, that's how the light gets in. - Leonard Cohen
  • stoneygalistoneygali Posts: 148
    I sure try
    "like hell bent in"
    I never meant to hurt you, mi diablo, mi amigo, but I've built up so much character I have an alter ego. I have to make a clean break & I have to do it quick because the pain you give me babe would make Cal Ripken call in sick!!!
  • depopulationINCdepopulationINC Posts: 2,074
    Being Enlightened wrote:
    I don't know why we sometimes feel ashamed to show emotion, it's natural. :) Silly human beings.


    silly human beings

    CRAP

    I just changed my sig....might have to add a new quote to it!!
    The only thing I enjoy is having no feelings....being numb rocks!

    And I won't make the same mistakes
    (Because I know)
    Because I know how much time that wastes
    (And function)
    Function is the key
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