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my fatal thoughts

stoneygalistoneygali Posts: 148
edited April 2006 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
He's the only one that I will ever lay with again. the only one I can trust. After sending nights together. Will I tell him, can I tell him? Not even knowing the result of a test, not even taken. but I'm not sure if I really feel this happening to me or if this is something mental. So if maybe feel physical. Scared to ask, scared to metion. Shudder to think about it. The past which brings me here. My past which I wouldn't learn from has put myself through the same hell. Thoughts of when one used my body for his pleasure and runs thru my garden and left the gate open. Now here I am in bed with him lying next to me. Does he have a clue of my past or is he oblivious to it all?!
I never meant to hurt you, mi diablo, mi amigo, but I've built up so much character I have an alter ego. I have to make a clean break & I have to do it quick because the pain you give me babe would make Cal Ripken call in sick!!!
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  • justdannojustdanno Posts: 24
    nice prose poem.
  • stoneygalistoneygali Posts: 148
    thanks it was just random thoughts that I wrote down..and now I posted it here!
    I never meant to hurt you, mi diablo, mi amigo, but I've built up so much character I have an alter ego. I have to make a clean break & I have to do it quick because the pain you give me babe would make Cal Ripken call in sick!!!
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