Ramblings,...............
stoneygali
Posts: 148
I have entered into
a life of submission
no longer suffering
but feeling contrition.
No longer thinking
or feeling the pain,
knowing that I
have nothing to gain.
No more pretending
in spite of myself,
living out my life
handing over the wealth,
of what once was my life
but now is no more
I've given it to you
the challenge a chore.
For now all the things
that were my dreams
Will no longer be
anymore than your schemes.
I can only hope that
you use my life well
or that maybe someday
I'll break out of your spell
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i breathe
through the pores
of roses leaves
the smell filled
my soul with passion
the air flows smoothly
and plays around with my hair
it's so cozy here
i can feel my spirit flies
highly and faraway
and as an arrow flies away
it glows wonderfully
then i open the dream gate
and i find a bed prepared for me
it is covered with the petals of roses
and i pick a leave that falls down
i can breathe you there
and my night is filled with your presence
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Aided by my imagination,
you stomp through the cardboard
city of downtown Tokyo,
terrorizing the local population of
paper dolls and smashing
matchbox cars to smithereens
You're not a bad monster, just merely
misguided and in need of venting
Perhaps you should talk to my mother
who happens to listen quite well
and only frowns when you don't
eat all your veggies
I love the shade of unclassifiable green
plastic that your body is molded from
It still has that new store bought scent
which ranks high on my list of most
favorite thingies
Right next in line to the smell of crayola
crayons and soft blue playdoh
But for now, kiss me quick, it's bedtime
and I will tuck you in tight where the
bed bugs can't bite
We must rest from the rigors of
our last adventure and regain
our super hero strength
Tomorrow is just around the corner
and there are so many worlds
to conquer and so little time to
do it all in
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I allow my being to run empty lingering
within the glare of the full faced moon
He makes a mockery of me with his grin
while I am defensless to the shadows
The night merely drifts along in silence
save for the occasional figure along
this one evening of dreary dream walks
Faint ghosts passing in muffled tones
Memories seem distorted and knarled
like twisted roots from ancient trees
This solitude harbors no haven for me
as faces freeze into blank stares
I must trudge this bleak distance alone
A mere silhouette against the onslaught
There will be no washing away of anguish
for it saturates and stains my soul
My only comfort is the opaque caress
of the whispering snow's eternal voice
This sound reverberating in and among
the crevices of my hollow heart
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
a life of submission
no longer suffering
but feeling contrition.
No longer thinking
or feeling the pain,
knowing that I
have nothing to gain.
No more pretending
in spite of myself,
living out my life
handing over the wealth,
of what once was my life
but now is no more
I've given it to you
the challenge a chore.
For now all the things
that were my dreams
Will no longer be
anymore than your schemes.
I can only hope that
you use my life well
or that maybe someday
I'll break out of your spell
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i breathe
through the pores
of roses leaves
the smell filled
my soul with passion
the air flows smoothly
and plays around with my hair
it's so cozy here
i can feel my spirit flies
highly and faraway
and as an arrow flies away
it glows wonderfully
then i open the dream gate
and i find a bed prepared for me
it is covered with the petals of roses
and i pick a leave that falls down
i can breathe you there
and my night is filled with your presence
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Aided by my imagination,
you stomp through the cardboard
city of downtown Tokyo,
terrorizing the local population of
paper dolls and smashing
matchbox cars to smithereens
You're not a bad monster, just merely
misguided and in need of venting
Perhaps you should talk to my mother
who happens to listen quite well
and only frowns when you don't
eat all your veggies
I love the shade of unclassifiable green
plastic that your body is molded from
It still has that new store bought scent
which ranks high on my list of most
favorite thingies
Right next in line to the smell of crayola
crayons and soft blue playdoh
But for now, kiss me quick, it's bedtime
and I will tuck you in tight where the
bed bugs can't bite
We must rest from the rigors of
our last adventure and regain
our super hero strength
Tomorrow is just around the corner
and there are so many worlds
to conquer and so little time to
do it all in
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I allow my being to run empty lingering
within the glare of the full faced moon
He makes a mockery of me with his grin
while I am defensless to the shadows
The night merely drifts along in silence
save for the occasional figure along
this one evening of dreary dream walks
Faint ghosts passing in muffled tones
Memories seem distorted and knarled
like twisted roots from ancient trees
This solitude harbors no haven for me
as faces freeze into blank stares
I must trudge this bleak distance alone
A mere silhouette against the onslaught
There will be no washing away of anguish
for it saturates and stains my soul
My only comfort is the opaque caress
of the whispering snow's eternal voice
This sound reverberating in and among
the crevices of my hollow heart
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I never meant to hurt you, mi diablo, mi amigo, but I've built up so much character I have an alter ego. I have to make a clean break & I have to do it quick because the pain you give me babe would make Cal Ripken call in sick!!!
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