Sudden

punkrockgrrlpunkrockgrrl Posts: 26
edited September 2005 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
...i turned 30 yesterday... today it's sinking in... i miss and love you bro :(::

It’s been too long since the words flowed free
It’s been so long since I felt like me
A shadow of existence hanging over me
Black clouds have fallen suddenly
Locked inside
Told to give it a go
Give it a go
But I’m on my own

Been magnified, dissected, torn apart
They’ve chipped away at a frozen heart
Looked to the heavens and it’s oh so cold
Left too burn here on hell’s fiery coals

Deeper, deeper I’m sinking
And I’m drowning
Drowning into me
I’m gasping
It’s getting harder to breathe
I’m choking on the air they steal from me

I never thought it would be you
.......So Suddenly.......
Tear at me do it for fun
An easy target, been the whipping board
A fucking martyr for the pain they endure
You’ve been the one to always wash it away
Took for granted you’d be gone someday

Deeper, deeper I’m sinking
And I’m drowning
Drowning into me
I’m gasping
It’s getting harder to breathe
Keep fucking choking on the air they steal from me

Deeper, I’m drowning
Lost and waiting
Never thought it would be you to tear away at me
Keep on tearing at me
It’s all too suddenly........

~D23

In loving memory of Christopher Robert Casey
Dec. 30th 1964 - May 4th 2004

brother,best friend,father, and ALL else!!!
In this river
All shall fade to black...
In this river
Ain't no comin' back
Z.W.
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Comments

  • AliAli Posts: 2,621
    With sincerest honesty....
    I'm sorry for your loss.

    Powerful words.
    A whisper and a thrill
    A whisper and a chill
    adv2005

    "Why do I bother?"
    The 11th Commandment.
    "Whatever"

    PETITION TO STOP THE BAN OF SMOKING IN BARS IN THE UNITED STATES....Anyone?
  • lovin kindlovin kind Posts: 268
    statues of girls and boys
    angels
    altars of prayer

    im drowning to and im already there

    im already scared
    thanks to everyone who can read what i write without having to say something mean
  • tears have filled my eyes and a flood of memories have washed over me. i miss your brother a lot and no amount of time will ever diminish the great memories i have.

    you know i am here if you ever want or need to talk.

    i am not pulling up your words to check up on you in case that's what you think.

    i just miss my best friend is all and wanted to see if you were still sharing here. i heard that you had been once in a while.

    loved this one.
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