it's what i said

maryannisinajam
maryannisinajam Posts: 33
edited June 2005 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
there were words i dared to share
for a life i could not bare
that brought our worlds together
always and forever
seems we touched each others heart
yet we were so far apart

now i grasp for a connection
the night is black and i cannot get back
through all
of this deception
so i tell you now how it has
made my life without question
beyond anyones imagination


when will it end
i'm waiting for around that bend
i cry a need for resolution
wanting that beautiful connection
hope i can count on your attention
i need beyond anyones comprehension












just some resolution out of this depression
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  • ISN
    ISN Posts: 1,700
    don't worry sweetheart....it's totally understandable.....cry a bit.....weep, whatever.....and don't be afraid to let it all out in 'here'.....I totally understand you.....try not to be too sad......things will get better :) (he might even come back to u.....who knows)
    ....they're asking me to prove why I should be allowed to stay with my baby in Australia, because I'm mentally ill......and they think I should leave......
  • ISN
    ISN Posts: 1,700
    she had a relationship with EV....she just couldn't find a better man.....and I'm not too sure that there is one.....heh
    ....they're asking me to prove why I should be allowed to stay with my baby in Australia, because I'm mentally ill......and they think I should leave......
  • Nothingbetter
    Nothingbetter Wichita, KS Posts: 570
    I really feel the emotion and despair in your poem. It's beautiful, how it tugs at the heart strings and really allows me to relate.

    Thanks for sharing. I hope that things get better soon.
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  • Righteous Jammer
    Righteous Jammer Posts: 509
    This poem made me sad.. But I still love it. I had to read it over again.
    It doesnt hurt.... when I bleed
    but memories...they eat me
    I've seen it all before,...
    bring it on cause I'm no victim.
    -Ghost
  • maryannisinajam
    maryannisinajam Posts: 33
    ISN you know more than you really know....lol


    also I want to say thanks for the replies
    wasn't lookin for it at the time ( i haven't been writing poems in years upon years but since comin here i decided to give it a go -here)
    but they help for a moment in time
    for that gesture and the care those took to respond.... thanks again

    my situation is "highly unusual..." AN UNBELIEVEABLE STORY THAT ENTAILS MORE THAN JUST A LOVE STORY(this is an understatement) AND ONE I CAN'T ENTIRELY SHARE-- THAT'S JUST HALF THE HELL.. very complicated
    and it gets hard to bare,
    caused me a life of hell...
    solely and squarely upon my shoulders

    so thanks ! but it all seems to be in the hands of fate, GOD, and those with freewill... it's a very hard dark drink to swallow. and i need to turn , do what i can (you know.. make lemonade out of those lemons -sorta thing )

    ....but yes I'm hopin and prayin ..for what i need

    p.s. just listening to COLD PLAY the song "speed of sound" right now --seems to sooth the soul and i think parts of the song instrumental part starting at 3 minand 34 sec. into song remind me of a pearl jam song

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