Nothing but silence in this dream
anxietyplease
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There's nothing but silence in this dream.,
I make myself believe it all.
That you made your choice to who you wanted to be.
And now I am here without you, and there's nothing.
Nothing but silence in this dream.
I thought that you became alive with me.
You told me things would have been so different.
How I thought of all the things that would have never happened....had you done what you needed to do.
You're there with your secrets and I am 589 miles away with mine.
But I wanted to tell the world about you.
I wanted to make this dream to sound.
And become one over and over and over until the world doesn't awake.
But I have lost this.
I have failed to keep it safe,
To make you come back to me.
I can't imagine you anymore.
I can't remember your face.
Or the sound of your voice.
For the last I talked to you, you were not there.
But inside someone elses life.
And you wrote the same.
We thought the same.
Dont' you see that I would have made a remarkable change in my life if you just would have said the word.
I would have put you to sleep every night.
And touch you when you least expected it.
Always had me in your reach.
And now I am letting go of that desire, I have to it hurts.
I will see you soon.
But I will stay away, getting to close could only affect my efforts to keep my heart closed again.
How could you just let this slipe???
How could you just let go of how it was?
You know how happy you were...how content you felt.
How good you slept.
How hard you laughed.
How young felt again.
But i see it clearly, how much you don't want.
How hard I could try...for nothing.
There's nothing but silence in this dream I had of you.
I make myself believe it all.
That you made your choice to who you wanted to be.
And now I am here without you, and there's nothing.
Nothing but silence in this dream.
I thought that you became alive with me.
You told me things would have been so different.
How I thought of all the things that would have never happened....had you done what you needed to do.
You're there with your secrets and I am 589 miles away with mine.
But I wanted to tell the world about you.
I wanted to make this dream to sound.
And become one over and over and over until the world doesn't awake.
But I have lost this.
I have failed to keep it safe,
To make you come back to me.
I can't imagine you anymore.
I can't remember your face.
Or the sound of your voice.
For the last I talked to you, you were not there.
But inside someone elses life.
And you wrote the same.
We thought the same.
Dont' you see that I would have made a remarkable change in my life if you just would have said the word.
I would have put you to sleep every night.
And touch you when you least expected it.
Always had me in your reach.
And now I am letting go of that desire, I have to it hurts.
I will see you soon.
But I will stay away, getting to close could only affect my efforts to keep my heart closed again.
How could you just let this slipe???
How could you just let go of how it was?
You know how happy you were...how content you felt.
How good you slept.
How hard you laughed.
How young felt again.
But i see it clearly, how much you don't want.
How hard I could try...for nothing.
There's nothing but silence in this dream I had of you.
"If it takes my whole life, I won't break I won't bend."
-S. McLachlan
-S. McLachlan
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