It's In Your Blood
anxietyplease
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To tell me what I want to hear even though you know it's not what's really happening. To give me something to believe in even though you know it's not gonna be good enough someday.
It's in your blood to do what you gotta do no matter what the expense seems to add up to. Regardless of how big you ripped the world open.
To measure the distance you are willing to go for someone or something and then remark on how much further you had to go even though you were standing in the same spot you began at. You didn't even THINK "move".
It's in your blood to make sure that there isn't anything in the closet or behind the door for that one monster fearing child. When the whole time you are afraid that YOU are the monster and that you need that CHILD to scare your demons away.
To be there to listen and help someone deal with something that you could never imagine dealing with but you be there for them the best you can. When you really just wanted to ask them to listen to you. When you actually just needed them to cradle your head inside their hurting arms. Sometimes it's a better redemption when you can feel the two causes get put together.
It's in your blood to want to fight back. Or maybe fight FOR something. Just to say you did. To be able to talk about yourself that you went through "that" too. "Man....I know, those were the worse days of my life...." Even though you don't really know what the worse entails. You just wanted to add up.
It's in your blood to want to matter and mean something to someone.
To be important and to be desired. Everyone wants to be desired and to be lived for. "I live for you." Who doesn't want to hear that.
It's in your blood to feel hate and anger and not know where they came from but try to put the blame on someone........just so you can fucking sleep at night.
It's in your blood......your human.
It's in your blood to do what you gotta do no matter what the expense seems to add up to. Regardless of how big you ripped the world open.
To measure the distance you are willing to go for someone or something and then remark on how much further you had to go even though you were standing in the same spot you began at. You didn't even THINK "move".
It's in your blood to make sure that there isn't anything in the closet or behind the door for that one monster fearing child. When the whole time you are afraid that YOU are the monster and that you need that CHILD to scare your demons away.
To be there to listen and help someone deal with something that you could never imagine dealing with but you be there for them the best you can. When you really just wanted to ask them to listen to you. When you actually just needed them to cradle your head inside their hurting arms. Sometimes it's a better redemption when you can feel the two causes get put together.
It's in your blood to want to fight back. Or maybe fight FOR something. Just to say you did. To be able to talk about yourself that you went through "that" too. "Man....I know, those were the worse days of my life...." Even though you don't really know what the worse entails. You just wanted to add up.
It's in your blood to want to matter and mean something to someone.
To be important and to be desired. Everyone wants to be desired and to be lived for. "I live for you." Who doesn't want to hear that.
It's in your blood to feel hate and anger and not know where they came from but try to put the blame on someone........just so you can fucking sleep at night.
It's in your blood......your human.
"If it takes my whole life, I won't break I won't bend."
-S. McLachlan
-S. McLachlan
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